Its Been Two Weeks...

Its been two week since I left my blog updateless. There is nothing much going on recently with my life. I feel like it has been circling around in a perfect circle. Everyday in campus also so tired, classes until 4pm on normal days and 8pm on Mondays. Waking up at 5.30am, going to class on 7am, it really feels like a working life.

I never like November and December so far, apart from the holidays, but now, I am a university student, so those holidays don't count anymore. Why would I hate November and December? Well, cause for some reason, I am most vulnerable in this two months compared to other rainy seasons. My classes are all fully air-conditioned, and in the teather, it's freezing in there!!! It is like a God-damned refrigerator in there!

My lectures are going from bad to worse, especially my Physics!!! I am taking extra classes for Physics just to cope up for the lessons. The seniors are coming back from their semester break on Monday, and I guess it is going to be another busy semester in UniTEN. The ghost town will once again be populated, the empty food courts will be filled again and club activites will start once again.

God damned I am exhausted nowdays, I just wish to hibernate all year long. In UniTEN, I study like hell, while at home, I sleep like hell. Damn...so tired....ciaoz...

The End Of The World....

Today, was spectacular!!! I went to IOI with my siblings to watch 2012! A movie directed by the same director for Independence Day and The Day After Tomorrow. And God, it lived up to my expectations. I was impressed by the graphical works in the movie, it was made very realistic.

Watching the movie made me thought to myself, if the world was to end, what would I be doing? I know, I wouldn't survive, so, I should resist my death right? But at the moment of my death, what am I doing? Would I die alone? Or would I die with my loved ones? Dying with my friends? Got killed while studying?

No matter which way I die, it'll still be the same. Death impales upon me, so I shall recieve it with honour. There is a teaching in Buddhism that states when there is life, there will be death. Knowing that there will be death, we know that we will die one day, so, we must mentally be ready for it so that our souls do not linger around rentlessly. 

2012 is approx 3 years from now, is it just a myth? Or is it going to reset the world's calander? We do not know, but, embrace yourself when the time come, prepare to die, as in Malaysia, there will be no hope at all. This movie is a must to watch!!! Ratings, 4/5!!

From bad to worse....

Oh, bummer, how bad can my luck go? Until now, my ID is nowhere to be found. I guess the so called good soul doesn’t exist anymore in this world. How hard is it to find back my ID?! I placed my phone number behind my ID just in case it gets missing, and ALLELUIA!! IT IS MISSING!!!

The other thing I can relate with my missing ID is the security staff of UniTEN!! Not once, but twice when I paid them a visit to remake my ID, they were nowhere in sight!!! When I asked other people, their replay was simple.

“Sorry dik, mereka pergi minum kat food court”

WHAT THE F**K?! What time is it and those idiots want to go for a break?! Office hours starts at 8am, and these people goes for a break at 9am?! Might as well don’t work at all!!! If I want a complain form, I don’t think the form will even reach the higher-ups. Stupid Malays!! I don’t mean any offence, but ask yourself this, do you act like them, or you simply do an honest day of work?

I can’t simply just understand, what is it so hard to work for them? To make matters worse, they are just receptionist!!! They simply have the easiest jobs around!! They just sit around till someone comes over and ask for their assistance! What more can they ask for?! The government is feeding them too much already I assume. This is one of the many causes of their laziness. I can preach from dawn till dusk if I continue to go on like this.

Not only that, my bicycle seems like a problem to me now. My seniors told me that they can check for me the problem, but when they did, they couldn’t help me fix it since they had not seen any damages like mine. I choose not to cycle until my bike is repaired, since the damaged brake was my primary brake. Met death twice in a year, I wouldn’t want to risk the third time, since third time is always the charm anyway.

So, my modes of transportation for now are my feet and the UniTEN buses. If I were to walk to my classes via my feet, it will be too far and time consuming. So, might as well take the bus. BUT, a person of my personality hates to wait, so waiting for the busses are really ticking me off. Over in the morning is fine, since a bus arrives every 5 to 10 minutes or so. However, in the evening is a different story, since my class ends at 4pm, unless my lecturer releases us early, it’s almost impossible to catch the 4pm bus! The next bus is at 4.30pm. Slack around for ½ an hour is not fun at all since I got nothing much to do!!

I am writing a draft for my blog on Microsoft Word while waiting for the receptionists to finish their morning tea. Even though I have been waiting for more than ½ an hour, there are still no signs of them. How long does it take for them just to eat? Oh wait, let me guess, they will have their daily chit chat, walking at their leisure pace back and forth and think that everyone has all the time in the world. It is already 9.37am, and after this, I am not free at all, my time table is fully occupied until their office closes at 4pm.

Ah, these kind of people really ticks me off!!!! If Malaysia has any chance to improve, kick these kind of people out their offices and hire people who REALLY works!! Got class now, till next time…..

Another Tale, Another Failure.....

Time sure flies in a blink of an eye. Too bad lost time can never find its way back.

Since last Sunday, I was back in UniTEN, and OH MY GOD! The internet connection was so slow!!! There is nothing to study since the classes has yet to begin. My mood was still ruined from my exam results, and there is no nice games available in my laptop. This leaves me only one option!! To doze off like I do all the time...

Monday came just like that and I wasn't even aware of it. Its the beginning of the new semester, and mostly the classes are boring since its only the introduction. This semester, my timetable is a bit hectic since I have to run back and forth between the Administration Building and College Of Engineering a lot!!! Why the classes must be so far apart?! And I am given only 5 minutes to travel between them? Mondays to Thursdays my classes ends at 4pm while on Friday, my classes ends at 11am. This is going to make my day for the next 3 months....

I felt that the lecturers I got this time were good. They force me to study due to the marks I can allocate for my finals through the class intercourses. Better not to put my hopes up so high first, later the despair doubles when I look at my results. I was never the bookworm kind of student, and my forte is not in science but in language. So, when I look back, WHY THE HELL AM I STUDYING AS AN ENGINEER??! Then, I remembered, a stable income is a must, no matter what it take or how much the sacrifices are. I can always be a lecturer in social science anyway~

On Monday night, Ker Jia, asked if I wanted to go and have dinner with him along with Ming Kang, Chee Kong and Jia Yen, and I thought that it was only dinner, so, no harm done. HOWEVER, plans changed after dinner, Chee Kong proposed that we watch Poker King in the cinema. Me and Ming Kang looked at each other and frowned. Both of us are trying to budget our expenses. In the end, we watched it anyway. Thank god to Student ID!!!

The movie Poker King was an average movie. My ratings will be 3.5/5, a comedy that entertains me is something above average. Eventually, since this movie was talking about poker, I learned a thing a two from the movie to enhance my knowledge in poker. Now, I understand the terms quite well and I too can control my poker face. Watch out world, a con man is on his way!!

Anyway, for certain reasons, I have been easily exhausted from my daily activities in UniTEN. I have been taking evening naps almost everyday!! When I woke up, it was already 7pm. I'm still wondering, can I really survive this semester?? Problems are still to rise one by one, and I fear that it has yet to end. I don't go looking for troubles, but troubles are keen to keep an eye out for me.

For example, yesterday, me and Ker Jia got ourselves locked outside our own room. Neither one of us brought the key out! I had to get the spare key from the hostel administrator on duty. Then, this morning, I woke up late around 6.50 am and I only have 10 minutes to prepare before I leave for my class. This means no breakfast for me, darn it! Then, while I was in a rush, I notice my Student ID was missing!! Oh my god...shit...I am in boiling oil now!!! Never mind, classes are more important now! So, I rushed to my bicycle to find someone tempered with it and now the brake is broken. Scared the shit out of me since I was speeding and I could not break!!! Nearly met my doom once again....

How low can my luck bring me? This is not a good day.....