Lookie~ Its Me~ Without My Hair!!
Hey all!! I am back for the Ching Ming festive season, though its only 3 days, i guess it is enough to rest abit...haha. Beware, this is going to be a really long post, brace yourself 1st!!
Oh well, I'll take back what i say about NS earlier, NS is not that bad after all...
The 1st two days were abit boring since we hav to wait for all the trainees to arrive, so i got nothing to do, thank god Weng Lam to me to bring some books to read, or i'll be growing mould over there.
Kem Titian Bintangor's food is horrible for 1st notice, we kinda suspect that the canteen manager is eating out daily funds...(greedy malay pig!). Everyday eat almost the same thing, there are even times where the rice smells "basi" or the vegetables are rotten!! For me, i din eat during those times, no appetite after seeing the food. The canteen is full of house flies and they dun even bother to buy a bloody bug zapper!! Kampung people still using fly stickers one!! The trainers there are all Malays, but there are also very nice, friendly and funny too! Juz like a summer camp!
My dorm on the other hand, was kinda busted as well...the lockers are damaged, some cannot lock, the bed boards some break into half ady, the walls are cracked (I'm sleeping directly beneeth it!) and its very hot during the afternoons while freakking cold in the night!! Bloody forest de camp!! My dorm juz got "attacked" by monkeys a few days back, they ate most of out reserved supplies of food!! Anway, the people in my dorm are all friendly de, got malay and indians too (so as chinese of coz), made friends with almost all of them!
Kinda Looks Like A Detention Center Dormitory. ^^v
Its My Locker!! Its Vandalized By Previous Trainees~ =)
Anyway, back to camp..my camp 1st batch trainees got 1 "wira" that has mental problem!! So here is the story!! He got scolded by the trainers and got very annoyed, so, he broke all the toilet doors at all 8 dormitories!!! So, now bath is very open, and if u wanna crap, u also need to place the door infront of u, haha!
The activities were fun, especially the KKJ!! KKJ is the Kontrak Kita Janji, and i was in the Bravo companies drawing crew!! No picture of the flag right now, i promise i'll post it one day!! My team also made me to present the flag!! I was on stage and my hands were shaking like shitty!! HAHA!! Coz i m a cowardly type person by nature ma...
Recently, i juz finish the modul 1 for the Character Building classes...i hav to confess, though there were times it was boring, i learned something in that class....the very last sub-modul, Imej Lawan Diri Sendiri Sebenar ( Your Image Against Your True Self). I finally understood the emptiness that hav always been left as nothingess in my heart....I finally understood the answer...that I hate who I am now, and I want a CHANGE! Its not going to be easy though...
Apart from that, I also went for Buddhist Teaching Classes on Fridays and Saturdays, there they talked Mandrin, but thank god i understand them, all thanks to my secondary school chinese friends!! ALL OF THEM!! They gave me a book regarding Buddhism teaching on the 1st class, since I was bored, I started reading it, I found it interesting and asked for more books (english version for "bananas" like me) to read!! I guess i m greedy by nature, they are giving the books for free anyway~
I learnt something there too...the history of Buddhism, that Buddhist is not a religion nor a philosophy but a teaching. The more I read the books, the more I started to think, the more I started to wonder, all the attachments that I have left in this world...I kinda feel sorry for myself for learning this kinda of so late...
One day, I was in the canteen drinking tea while reading newspaper (I am not OLD OK?), suddenly i saw Jeevanesan's name!! I spitted the tea I was drinking when I read that he was beat up!! God damn I was angry that day...but i kept my temper to myself....so no harm done...
BTW, eLmo, I heard what u say to my sister when she told me about it when they came and vist me last Sunday. You think I can really get a girl in NS meh?? The rules are so tight!! The male and females cannot mix together de!! If seen together in a very close manner, straight call the parents!! But, I still got 2 months in the camp, so you'll nv know what I'll do ya? Anyway, I ady made friends in da camp de, males also got females also got, but for females, I got 2 of their e-mail addresses ady (both also chinese) =X.
For now, I m juz trying to build a reputation for myself in the camp so that I will gain respect from other while respecting others. I've been entrusted with many difficult task and so far, none has failed. I wanna share a wonderful experience I had in the camp. We were asked to select 5 male and female from each company (Alpha, Bravo, Charlie and Delta) to meet up with the Camp Commandant to hold a meeting. I was asked to represent the Bravo company, not only by the chinese, but also the malays and indians!! They even told me that they will support me from the back!! All of them wrote down their comments, complains and critics about the camp and gav it to me, so, i gotta do what i gotta do right? The day came when we must hold the meeting, all the representitives fired at the commandant at full power!! Too much complains, haha!! each company was supoporting each others statement, I guess all of us feels the same thing...
I was a leader for many activities and small groupies ady...now I wanna aim for the best I can be and leave no regrets behind!! I got a teacher called Cikgu Thambi, he is VERY strict, but sometimes, he is fun! He tought us the tarian poco-poco and the "chicken dance". Since I'll be in the camp for only 3 months, I joined the crowded and danced with them (very unlike me, I know).
I also wanna thank Evonne for always finding the time to SMS with me....on Saturdays...or I'll be really bored!!! Wheee~~ Editting time, anyway, time to continue my story~. Last Sunday, during Hari Keluarga, my family came and visit me and they brought home made food with them!! OMFG!! I FEEL SO ALIVE!! They also broke the news that I recieved the accpetance letter from UTAR and UniTEN. I was so freakking HAPPY!! My dad also help me register at UniTEN ady, so I guess it is off to UniTEN I go.
I just came home yesterday around noon, and then few hours later, I recieve a phone call from UniTAR (Universiti Tunku Abdul Razak) asking me if I have recieved their acceptance letter. I was like WTF?! But I rejected them telling them I m going to UniTEN. Then I went a search for the UniTAR letter, and OMG!! I really saw it!! The freakking letter!! =X. Oh well, what done is done, haha~
So far, there hav nothing much happening in my camp, other then a boy running away from camp, and a girl got possessed. Oh well, I guess those are normal, nothing to be surprised about. The boy who ran away came back and he lived to tell the tale. From our camp, he ran to the North-South Highway (its juz beside my camp) and walked all the way to Alor Gajah. From there, he took a bus at the terminal and went back home. When he reached back home, his parents took him back to camp. Oh, he was declared MIA from camp for 10 days. Some of my friends also say that my dorm's toilet is haunted as they felt the ghost. Oh well, there is no turning back now, I juz gotta face it like a man. =X
Going back around tml noon (its April 4th now). Gonna miss everyone again, especially her.
Till next time, I'll bring more pictures as I got a break around May. =)
