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My Own Stupidity....

2010-06-20T03:34:00.002+08:00

When I thought I lost my password for good, after 6 freaking months!!! I remembered that there was a search for lost password function in every website.

I am really amazed by own stupidity....damn it....

Anyway, now, I am back in business, and I might change my blog abit...takes time...

Hollowness.....

2010-01-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

Damn, my life is so empty. I feel like I am missing something inside of me. I wonder what it is? I do not seem like I lack of basic daily needs, nor dissatisfaction about my life. Everything is there, everything seems so perfect, but yet, still so empty....

Maybe it is due to the finals coming in a fortnight? Maybe I am just thinking too much? Maybe I having lack of sleep? Or maybe, there are unforeseen disturbance around me? Those, I will never know, since I don't even know myself well enough.

Back when I was in PLKN, they thought me about my image and my true self. I am so confused with who I am right now, it seems I will always stay as a man with a thousand mask, I guess that is something that will never change. Everybody have different opinions and perceptions about me, and every comment seem to differ from one person to another. Never I see two of the same comments.

Bah, why should I care about how people think about me. I am who I am, no one can change that! OK, maybe one person can change me, but that doesn't matter any more I guess. For all I care now, I need to know what is missing within me.

I find it kinda weird, why do I still care so much for her although I got no more relations with her any more. Some things were never meant to be, I do not deny that, but why am I in pain when she too is in pain? I thought it was already over? I thought I told myself never to walk along that path again? What miscalculations have I done? Isn't everything suppose to go according to plan? What a headache.....damn it....

No use thinking so much, every wound heals over time, I got to focus on my finals right now, and that is what matters! Finals before Chinese New Year, this isn't going to get any better eh.....

Life Progress 23.75%....

2010-01-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!! It's been a while since I updated my blog eh? Should be around 2 weeks I say. Curious about my title? Well, cause I set my life span to 80 years old only. I don't think I can go any older than that, nor accomplish anything in my 70's too. Since I am 19 this year, so I am approximately 1/4 of my target already, and still living on!!!

In my 1/4 of my life, I practically have accomplished nothing out of my miserable life. Time flies by just like that, it just seems like yesterday when I finished my SPM, it too seems like yesterday when I took my SPM result and went for National Service. Now those will only remain as my memories, and nothing more.

A new year calls for a new resolution. I am not a man of calibre, so, I won't aim that high...

>Maintaining my YTN Loan is 1st priority

>Mingle with more people which I can get along with

>Be more charitable

>Save more money

>Get a girlfriend perhaps? I'll make this optional.

Well, these are my 5 resolutions and I really hope I can accomplish all of it dis including the optional one. How I am going to accomplish it is another different story.

>To maintain my YTN Loan, I need a CGPA of 2.0 and above. I think I can do that.

>Mingling with people I can get along with? Well, I know I am not all that anti-social. Piss me off once, and I'll remember it for life.

>Being more charitable is such a headache since I don't know where to begin. I'll leave that for later.

>SAVE MORE MONEY!! THAT IS A MUST!!! MONEY IS SO IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW!!!! >Lastly, getting a girlfriend. Maybe I should focus on my studies for now.

Anyway, I'll be stuck in UniTEN around 3 weeks-4 weeks? Lost count of the weeks. It is the exam period for now, Chemistry last week, Calculus and Physics on Friday and Sunday respectively. Really stressed out right now. My mom's birthday is on the 17th, which means this coming Sunday and I cannot go celebrate with her. Stupid exams....

Last week, UBF organized a camping trip to Sungai Congkak as a sign of appreciation for the Christmas Charity we've done during Christmas. What else can I say? I was fun all the way. The river was so cooling and the air was so fresh in the morning. It was a rare opportunity to get away from stress for a day.

Chemistry test finished on Friday, and we departed for Sungai Congkak on Saturday morning. There, we need to find branches or dead branches to burn so that we can cook lunch. My seniors handing the parang over to me, kinda takes me back to National Service. Anyway, food that you cook yourself really taste better, maybe it is due to the effort place on it? Green veggies, baked beans, more veggies, all cooked by ourselves. Barbecue for dinner? Yummy!!! What else can I say? Nothing beats roasted chicken, sausages, maize, and potatoes.The night there was quite cold, considering that we're inside the jungle. Still nothing unbearable.

Not much time left for me now, more stories next time....

It's been a busy week....

2009-12-26T05:46:00.002+08:00

OK, wow, it was seriously a busy week, 2 continuous weeks!!! Got hardly any time to update my blog. Anyway I am here now to update!! Two weeks flew by just like that. I guess time really flies huh?

Anyway, last week Friday, I went scoping out Christmas decorations for the orphanage centre that UBF was suppose to hold a Christmas party for them. Me, Ker Jia, Chee Kong, Li Jun and Ker Keng we part of the committee, while Ru Yi decided to tag along. So we went around Times Square, Sungei Way and Pavillion. How we go there from UniTEN? Public transportation of course! The travel fee back and forth cost around RM 10!!

Anyway, we took pictures around the shopping malls and walk the whole day. Yes, my leg sores that time, I still remembered it well. The pictures can be found in my facebook profile, just look for it if you want to see it. Anyway, walk the whole day also must eat right? The food expenses were heavy!! I got an heartache forking out my money for my share to eat in shopping malls.

One day passes just like that, walking around aimlessly. Well, the next day, which is a Saturday is pretty much the same. Sunway is having a ComicFiesta in Sunway Pyramid Convention Hall. So, it's the same gang again as yesterday! We went to Sunway alright, but what shocked us that there was an entrance fee that we have to pay! An amount of RM 15!! I barely have any money to spend since yesterday's outing.

Li Jun and Ru Yi doesn't plan on going inside the convention hall. So I accompany them walk around Sunway Pyramid. Walked the whole day again, and yes, my leg sored again. Ouch!! Anyway, we had dinner in SS2 food court later in the evening. Well, at least the food here is cheaper than the ones in the malls! AND it is larger in quantity too!

Oh, and then, there was this charity baazar set up by the UBF to gather profit to donate to the orphanage. I was part of the sales crew. I bought Chip and Dale (the chipmunks) and another plushie as a gift to a friend. The sales were marvellous? I think it was fantastic! The soft toys were selling out like hot cakes!! Cause there were too cute! Really had fun helping out my seniors to run the baazar.

We also sold the Santa Hats for RM2 each. Those were a fast sell outs!! I was wearing one (got it for free) and walking around the hall way, and everybody keep asking me where I got it!! I just pointed them to the booth and asked them to buy extra items or donate some money.

So, last Tuesday, I went over to the Pusat Jagaan Beribuan Kasih along with my seniors and friends to set up the decorations for the place. We set up the decorations, talked with the orphans there, the old folks. There were all looking foward to the 25th for the party. We ourselves also pitied them, and told ourselves that we will do our best for them.

On Christmas Eve, Ker Keng took me, Ker Jia, Chee Kong, Cindy and Stanley to Bukit Bintang for the count down. And IT WAS HECTIC!!! Everyone was spraying foam that each other!!! I got sprayed too, but I din't waste any money buying the spray cans. I think it was just not worth the money. Every year also like that, things never seem to change around here eh?

25th finally came, OK, time to pack up and leave for the center. BUT, before that, we gathered together first in the Buddhist House to make some finals preparations before we take our leave. When we reach there, they were already expecting our arrival, I guess there were excited about the party.

So, we arrived early around 4pm to 5pm, we had extra time before we serve dinner, so we played a little ice breaking, and fool around with the orphans, talk with the old folks and bursting balloons too. But, that was unintentional. It was fun playing around with the kids there, they really play like they had never played so much before!

Dinner was served, "let them eat first while we eat later" was always our way for volunteers. To me, dinner was nice especially when you eat around in a big group. Then, it is time to sing the hymes. We sang, We Wish You A Merry Christmas, Top Of The World, Take Me Home - Country Road, and We Care. The atmosphere was fully of enjoyment during that time, it was nice seeing those happy faces.

Next we played games such as Limbo Rock and Dressing Up Santa Claus. This two games were hilarious! A punishment style Limbo Rock for the last person who crossed the line when the music stops was something unexpected. Dressing Up Santa Claus was full of creativity from everybody.

After that, we thought them how to fold paper cranes and to make it as a gifts to people they want to give. Everything went smoothly for that part. Except the time allocated for this programme was not enough. Oh well, and there comes the gift exchange programme. We present the orphan with Christmas gifts and goodie bags while they give the paper cranes to who-so-ever they want to.

That was pretty much the whole programme. The caretaker told us that, in the 4 years they were opened, this was the most grand party they ever had. Couldn't say we weren't flattered, but its the most we can do for them. At the end, we invited the old folks to dance with us, and wow, an old man sure got some style left! He must be the king of the 60's.

Most of the pictures are uploaded in Facebook.....go check it out....

Look At The Dust!!!!

2009-12-13T11:24:00.002+08:00

WAHHH!!! LOOK AT THE DUST COMPILED ON MY BLOG!!! ITS ONE INCH THICK!!!! *Blows the dust*. So long I din't update my blog already. Guess I was just too lazy to do so? HAHA!! Anyway, I'll cut to the chase. For the past 2 weeks, this is what happened in my life.

I'll start off with the Tun Mahathir 6th Lecture Series which was held in UniTEN 2 weeks ago and the speaker was no other than the Raja Muda of Perak, Raja Nazrin. For me, I din't even bother to listen, due to his speech was about "The Role Of Youths In Forging A Prosperous Malaysia". The reason I din't bother to listen because the speech itself is a totaly hypocrisy. He was reading it off a piece of paper, and I assume that that piece of paper was set up by some one else? Oh well, I wasn't the only one fishing/playing facebook on my phone/sleeping, the whole hall was!! OK, here's the thing, we were force to go and listen to the lecture series. Some lecturers even resort to low tactics such as giving extra marks if they students attended the lecture! Damn....that's not fair....

Ok, in his lecture, he said, "We should be able to voice a different opinion without being insulted or threatened with humiliation. We should attempt to bring others to our point of view, not through coercion but by the force of our arguments and the justness of our cause". I wonder, is that possible in Malaysia with out being marked as a traitor and being arrested under the ISA?

He also said, "Have the courage to change your views if you come into conflicts with the facts, instead of trying to tailor the facts to suit your beliefs. Always keep an ounce of humility with you". And be pushed around all the time? No way jose, I rather be a dictator than letting some punk push me around! ESPECIALLY WHEN HE IS AN IDIOT!

Then, he said, "No matter how many degrees you earn, knowledge is no one's monopoly. The world has no shortage of knowledge but it could always do with more understanding". And look at us now, our minister's offsprings all studying in private school overseas while the people are studying in national schools!! There is no understanding here, IT IS THE FACT THAT THEIR OFFSPRINGS WILL TAKE OVER THEIR PARENT'S ROLE!!! IT'S A BLOODY DYNASTY! NOT A DEMOCRACY!!

This one pisses me off the most! "Whereas before we had an unwritten code of civility, some of the things that are said and done in the name of democracy today, go far beyond common decency". WHERE THE FUCK CAN ONE FIND DEMECRACY IN MALAYSIA?! The unwritten code of civility? Hello?? Everything is now black and white. If you are talking about the social contract, SHOW IT TO ME, BLACK AND WHITE!!!

Lastly, they provided us with free lunch, every thought. "Oh, OK, there are alot more, so I'll grab another lunch box". I did too, I took 2 lunch boxes. BUT, my friend told me the curry taste weird, so I tried it, it taste like soap+plastic? So I din't eat the curry, I placed it aside and eat the chicken and veges. Next thing we know, everyone if suffering from diarrhea!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS UNITEN TRYING TO PULL?!

RAWR!! Don't want to talk about the lecture anymore, make myself even more mad only!!! Anyway onto the next topic!!!

Last week, PC Fair!!! YAY!! As usualy, very hectic and the prices were low too!! I bought myself a notebook cooler and an external hard disk! Intranet, HERE I COME!!! DOWNLOAD SPREE!!!! Anyway, things aren't as nice as they used to be, less eye candies. I wonder where all the eye candies went to, now is December, ought to have more right? Oh well, I'll just ignore it and wait for the next PC Fair!

Last week also, I can my mid-term test for Chemistry and Calculus!!! DAMN!!!! AHHHH!!! I should have scored for Chemistry!!! WHYY DID I MAKE SO MUCH UNFORCED ERRORS!!! DAMN!!!! IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!!!!

Next week onwards till Christmas I'll be busy with charity work for the UniTEN Buddhist Fellowship society. And, this Wednesday (Today is a Sunday), is my PHYSICS EXAM!!! I WILL DO MY BEST!!! BANZAI!!!!

Its Been Two Weeks...

2009-11-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

Its been two week since I left my blog updateless. There is nothing much going on recently with my life. I feel like it has been circling around in a perfect circle. Everyday in campus also so tired, classes until 4pm on normal days and 8pm on Mondays. Waking up at 5.30am, going to class on 7am, it really feels like a working life.

I never like November and December so far, apart from the holidays, but now, I am a university student, so those holidays don't count anymore. Why would I hate November and December? Well, cause for some reason, I am most vulnerable in this two months compared to other rainy seasons. My classes are all fully air-conditioned, and in the teather, it's freezing in there!!! It is like a God-damned refrigerator in there!

My lectures are going from bad to worse, especially my Physics!!! I am taking extra classes for Physics just to cope up for the lessons. The seniors are coming back from their semester break on Monday, and I guess it is going to be another busy semester in UniTEN. The ghost town will once again be populated, the empty food courts will be filled again and club activites will start once again.

God damned I am exhausted nowdays, I just wish to hibernate all year long. In UniTEN, I study like hell, while at home, I sleep like hell. Damn...so tired....ciaoz...

The End Of The World....

2009-11-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

Today, was spectacular!!! I went to IOI with my siblings to watch 2012! A movie directed by the same director for Independence Day and The Day After Tomorrow. And God, it lived up to my expectations. I was impressed by the graphical works in the movie, it was made very realistic.

Watching the movie made me thought to myself, if the world was to end, what would I be doing? I know, I wouldn't survive, so, I should resist my death right? But at the moment of my death, what am I doing? Would I die alone? Or would I die with my loved ones? Dying with my friends? Got killed while studying?

No matter which way I die, it'll still be the same. Death impales upon me, so I shall recieve it with honour. There is a teaching in Buddhism that states when there is life, there will be death. Knowing that there will be death, we know that we will die one day, so, we must mentally be ready for it so that our souls do not linger around rentlessly.

2012 is approx 3 years from now, is it just a myth? Or is it going to reset the world's calander? We do not know, but, embrace yourself when the time come, prepare to die, as in Malaysia, there will be no hope at all. This movie is a must to watch!!! Ratings, 4/5!!

From bad to worse....

2009-11-11T16:21:00.001+08:00

Oh, bummer, how bad can my luck go? Until now, my ID is nowhere to be found. I guess the so called good soul doesn’t exist anymore in this world. How hard is it to find back my ID?! I placed my phone number behind my ID just in case it gets missing, and ALLELUIA!! IT IS MISSING!!!

The other thing I can relate with my missing ID is the security staff of UniTEN!! Not once, but twice when I paid them a visit to remake my ID, they were nowhere in sight!!! When I asked other people, their replay was simple.

“Sorry dik, mereka pergi minum kat food court”

WHAT THE F**K?! What time is it and those idiots want to go for a break?! Office hours starts at 8am, and these people goes for a break at 9am?! Might as well don’t work at all!!! If I want a complain form, I don’t think the form will even reach the higher-ups. Stupid Malays!! I don’t mean any offence, but ask yourself this, do you act like them, or you simply do an honest day of work?

I can’t simply just understand, what is it so hard to work for them? To make matters worse, they are just receptionist!!! They simply have the easiest jobs around!! They just sit around till someone comes over and ask for their assistance! What more can they ask for?! The government is feeding them too much already I assume. This is one of the many causes of their laziness. I can preach from dawn till dusk if I continue to go on like this.

Not only that, my bicycle seems like a problem to me now. My seniors told me that they can check for me the problem, but when they did, they couldn’t help me fix it since they had not seen any damages like mine. I choose not to cycle until my bike is repaired, since the damaged brake was my primary brake. Met death twice in a year, I wouldn’t want to risk the third time, since third time is always the charm anyway.

So, my modes of transportation for now are my feet and the UniTEN buses. If I were to walk to my classes via my feet, it will be too far and time consuming. So, might as well take the bus. BUT, a person of my personality hates to wait, so waiting for the busses are really ticking me off. Over in the morning is fine, since a bus arrives every 5 to 10 minutes or so. However, in the evening is a different story, since my class ends at 4pm, unless my lecturer releases us early, it’s almost impossible to catch the 4pm bus! The next bus is at 4.30pm. Slack around for ½ an hour is not fun at all since I got nothing much to do!!

I am writing a draft for my blog on Microsoft Word while waiting for the receptionists to finish their morning tea. Even though I have been waiting for more than ½ an hour, there are still no signs of them. How long does it take for them just to eat? Oh wait, let me guess, they will have their daily chit chat, walking at their leisure pace back and forth and think that everyone has all the time in the world. It is already 9.37am, and after this, I am not free at all, my time table is fully occupied until their office closes at 4pm.

Ah, these kind of people really ticks me off!!!! If Malaysia has any chance to improve, kick these kind of people out their offices and hire people who REALLY works!! Got class now, till next time…..

Another Tale, Another Failure.....

2009-11-05T18:22:00.002+08:00

Time sure flies in a blink of an eye. Too bad lost time can never find its way back.

Since last Sunday, I was back in UniTEN, and OH MY GOD! The internet connection was so slow!!! There is nothing to study since the classes has yet to begin. My mood was still ruined from my exam results, and there is no nice games available in my laptop. This leaves me only one option!! To doze off like I do all the time...

Monday came just like that and I wasn't even aware of it. Its the beginning of the new semester, and mostly the classes are boring since its only the introduction. This semester, my timetable is a bit hectic since I have to run back and forth between the Administration Building and College Of Engineering a lot!!! Why the classes must be so far apart?! And I am given only 5 minutes to travel between them? Mondays to Thursdays my classes ends at 4pm while on Friday, my classes ends at 11am. This is going to make my day for the next 3 months....

I felt that the lecturers I got this time were good. They force me to study due to the marks I can allocate for my finals through the class intercourses. Better not to put my hopes up so high first, later the despair doubles when I look at my results. I was never the bookworm kind of student, and my forte is not in science but in language. So, when I look back, WHY THE HELL AM I STUDYING AS AN ENGINEER??! Then, I remembered, a stable income is a must, no matter what it take or how much the sacrifices are. I can always be a lecturer in social science anyway~

On Monday night, Ker Jia, asked if I wanted to go and have dinner with him along with Ming Kang, Chee Kong and Jia Yen, and I thought that it was only dinner, so, no harm done. HOWEVER, plans changed after dinner, Chee Kong proposed that we watch Poker King in the cinema. Me and Ming Kang looked at each other and frowned. Both of us are trying to budget our expenses. In the end, we watched it anyway. Thank god to Student ID!!!

The movie Poker King was an average movie. My ratings will be 3.5/5, a comedy that entertains me is something above average. Eventually, since this movie was talking about poker, I learned a thing a two from the movie to enhance my knowledge in poker. Now, I understand the terms quite well and I too can control my poker face. Watch out world, a con man is on his way!!

Anyway, for certain reasons, I have been easily exhausted from my daily activities in UniTEN. I have been taking evening naps almost everyday!! When I woke up, it was already 7pm. I'm still wondering, can I really survive this semester?? Problems are still to rise one by one, and I fear that it has yet to end. I don't go looking for troubles, but troubles are keen to keep an eye out for me.

For example, yesterday, me and Ker Jia got ourselves locked outside our own room. Neither one of us brought the key out! I had to get the spare key from the hostel administrator on duty. Then, this morning, I woke up late around 6.50 am and I only have 10 minutes to prepare before I leave for my class. This means no breakfast for me, darn it! Then, while I was in a rush, I notice my Student ID was missing!! Oh my god...shit...I am in boiling oil now!!! Never mind, classes are more important now! So, I rushed to my bicycle to find someone tempered with it and now the brake is broken. Scared the shit out of me since I was speeding and I could not break!!! Nearly met my doom once again....

How low can my luck bring me? This is not a good day.....

Semester Break Coming To The End....

2009-10-30T01:11:00.002+08:00

Well, it seems that my semester break is almost up. Time to go back to UniTEN and work my ass off once again. Time flies when you are having fun, that is what was said, but, to me, time flies just like that even when I am not having fun at all!!!

In this two weeks of semester break, to tell the truth, I have been doing nothing but eat, sleep, play and clear my bladder. I din't even do anything useful in my life for the last 2 weeks. My Facebook is on 24/7, my sleeping hours is irregular since I sleeps in the dawn and wakes up around noon. I only eat 2 meals a day, sometimes one meal a day. I am not boasting, but this is a bad way to live your life. Trust me...very unhealthy......

I have been doing nothing on Facebook but relinking videos on my profile and upload new videos. Basically, I do not wish to link it via youtube, or else my friends and seniors in UniTEN would not be able to enjoy it. So, I download the video from youtube and upload it in Facebook. For your information, in UniTEN, students within the campus are not allowed to stream youtube videos, but instead, we can stream videos from Facebook.

One of my friends requested videos to be downloaded from youtube and reupload it in Facebook, and I told myself, "Oh, OK, why not, since I am so free anyway". Then, I uploaded stupid videos, some of you might know Hard Gay, the Japanese comedian, and then, I also uploaded some of the Happy Tree Friends videos. What surprises me is, Evonne herself actually laughed watching Happy Tree Friends! My seniors asked for more, so as Weng Lam, my friends asked why most of the characters have to die and some of them can't take the blood.

When I am not on Facebook, I am mostly sleeping, or playing Maple Story. Fooling around with my Soul Master/Dawn Warrior right now. Its been so long since I played Maple, and everything seems so different right now, even the market prices doubled from when I last played. It's so hard for an old timer like me to catch up with the new generation....

Yesterday, while I was on Facebook, I saw Big D's (Danial) post. It goes with a quote

They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."

I liked this quote the moment I saw it. Why? Well, 'cause the meaning of the quote is VERY true.

I'm going back to UniTEN this Saturday to clean up the apartment. Studies will resume on Monday and I guess I am up for the toughest semester in my Foundation Course. Chemistry, Physics and Calculus all coming at me together. It's time to bulk up, my results are coming out on the 31st October, I hope my heart is ready for it....

Story telling time is over...till next time....

My Boring Life For Now....

2009-10-23T23:43:00.003+08:00

Well, since someone pestered me into updating my blog already, I guess there is no choice but to tell my tale once again.

How come I am bored? Well, the answer is easy~

Ever since my first trimester's final examination was over, I hung back in UniTEN for a little while longer, till the end of the week. Since my exams ended on Tuesday, I hung back till Friday. Many of you will ask what for, but my answer is simple, to fool around a little longer in UniTEN.

Wednesday, right after our exam, boy were we so happy to go out and play. We had Ker Keng, to take me and my pals (Stanley, Ming Kang, Ker Jia, Chee Kong) over to KTM Serdang. The time was around 3.00pm that time I am not mistaken. We took the KTM to Mid Valley to have our breakfast + lunch. Yes, its 3.00pm and we have yet to eat anything yet. Boy, were we starving!!!

During the train ride, we were discussing physics? Exams was already over and we were still discussing physics theorems about the train's movement and all the crap there is talk on the spot. Reach Mid Valley already~ Hurrah!! First thing first, GET SOMETHING DOWN OUR EMPTY STOMACH!!!

We went to Pasta Zanmai to have our breakfast + lunch + dinner there. 3 meals in the price of 1. Haha!! Very costly though...=.=''. Walked around Mid Valley, then we were to play pool at the top floor, next to the cinema. Play around, fool around some more, then out of the blue, we decided to go to Petaling Street, since Ker Jia is from Penang, Chee Kong is from Perak and Stanley is from Sabah, why dun let them have their way around Kuala Lumpur for a while.

Took the KTM again to Kuala Lumpur this time. Walked around Petaling Street, drink mata air kucing. There is nothing much in Petaling Street actually, just cheap goods sold at cut throat prices. Stanley bought a shirt that was originally tagged RM 40.00, but as a friend, me and Ming Kang cannot just sit by and watch our friend get conned. So, we bargained with the salesperson and got ourselves 1/2 price for the shirt. Could have gone lower, but best not risk it...

Done with Petaling Street, and its back to UniTEN we go~ Taking the KTM from Kuala Lumpur all the way back to Serdang. Ker Keng took us from the Serdang Station back to UniTEN.

THURSDAY!!! AHHHH!!! Have to register for our apartments for next semester today!!! Jeremy came over in the afternoons and took me, Ming Kang, and Stanley to have lunch in Alamanda Putrajaya along with Chyi Tian. Go to a shopping mall can eat what? Around the world we went, and yet, we were stuck back at KFC. RAWRR!!! Went to the arcade and fooled around with them a bit after lunch. Digest the food....^^

Be gone with that, in the evening, finished my registration for the rooms next semester, its time to pack up my stuff and prepare to leave tomorrow afternoon....

Friday, HOME AT LAST!!! But this is where the worst comes to play....I AM BORED!!! AARGHH!!!!

From Friday onwards till TODAY NOW!! I have been doing nothing!!!! Been on facebook 24/7, uploading videos for my UniTEN seniors to watch. Since we cannot stream youtube in UniTEN. So, I thought that I'll play nice and humour them~

Well, just this week, she said that I've changed, I was wondering, change in a good manner or a bad manner. Anyway, she ought to know, that SHE was the reason that I've changed. People don't usually change overnight or without a cause to change. Just take it as Newton's First Law that indicates that the object will continue to be at rest given that no external forces are exerted on it. But sometimes, I do wonder, if I din't really knew her back then, how would I be right now......

Oh well, ignore that, now I am still slacking about around the house....I guess I am really just too free. 1 more week before the next semester starts. Calculus, Physics 2, Chemistry, HERE I COME!!!

There is specifically one part that never heals, and that is going to leave a scar~

Physics Test.....

2009-10-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

Oh shit fuck! Today was the last day of my finals, and it was like shit....couldn't do anything much about it...

Screwed up my physics paper really badly....

Anyway, I went for a swim at the pool just now to cool myself down....but it seems that I got water stuck in my ears....it just won't come out....

What a day....bummer..........

Total Failure.....

2009-10-12T21:38:00.001+08:00

GOD DAMN IT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I FUCKINGLY SCREWED UP MY CALCULUS TEST TODAY!!!!

I need to chill down....

Self Denial Syndrome.....

2009-10-07T16:20:00.002+08:00

I have been troubled lately, and I mean very troubled, it all started after going to out with them. When I thought my troubles were over, boy was I wronged...I just realized how much the pain grew just in one night time.

I choosed to ignore the pain, so I went back to university on monday,the pain grew even more, I keep denying myself over the pain, telling myself that it was only an illusion, it was not real. Monday was perfectly fine for me, until Tuesday.....

What happened on Tuesday? Well, its a triple killer for me, my lecturers returned my Physics, Calculus and English test back to me. You could say it was a cherry on the topping for my pains. It made matters worse. I was so stressed, I was at the brink of tears. Never thought I would go through such pain....

Yesterday! I couldn't take it anymore, the pain was too much, its creating a hollow inside of me, making me feeling very uneasy. There is only one person I could rely on in this situation, because I believed he has gone through the same thing as I did, except much earlier.

I consulted him, and asked him what should I do, he told me to deny the thing that was hurting me the most. I wondered to myself, I can really do it? After all these times, and now, to turn a blind eye over it? Some things are not meant to be true I guessed. Hopes are nowhere within my reach.

Might as well I put a sock in it, just end the whole thing, and my torment will be over....but...how long will I last.....

*I wouldn't put any names for the sake of privacy of the person*

Double Post 2 (Sunway Outing)

2009-10-03T23:37:00.003+08:00

Phew, today was sure tiring. I had Physics Lab theorical paper test today. This test really took another toll on my state of mind, I had 3 test this week, so with one blow after another, I am prone to break down sooner or later as for every test, I always burn midnight oil the day before. Anyway, skip to the chase, today, I went out with Evonne, Siew Chin, Wei Fung and Wei Ming to celebrate Siew Chin's birthday in Sunway Pyramid.

Actually, I had a choice either to go to my grandmother's place to celebrate mooncake festival or go out with Evonne and the rest of the gang. I choose to go with out with my friends due to certain reason to be explained over the course of the story.

This was suppose to be a surprise birthday party, so Siew Chin din't know that me, Wei Fung, Wei Ming, Jeevaraj and Kunalan was coming (Jeeva and Kuna was there for a short while before we parted our ways). Rushed back from UniTEN back to Puchong, just so I can meet up with Wei Fung and Wei Ming over at Wei Fung's place. Damn, no time to rest also. Since the test already took a toll on my conscious, my alert and awareness was fading that time.

Wei Fung's mom fetch the 3 of us to the bus stop in Bukit Kuchai, so that saves us the trouble of walking. Evonne was already in Sunway when we reached the bus stop, so I asked her to buy us time until we arrived. The problem here was waiting for a taxi takes time. Anyway, we got one in the end and boy the driver talks alot!!! Wei Ming and Wei Fung was laughing at the back while I entertain the driver. Thank god I went to National Service, or else I won't be able to handle this kind of problems. My solution was easy, just talk with the driver and go with the flow, depending on his topic of conversation.

Eventually, he was talking about the incompetence of the contractor nowdays. Their disability to do a proper job and wasting land. OK, since I know that topic, I just held a conversation with the driver and relating his topic with other problems such as the cracks on the MRR2 support beam. While I was trying to keep up with the conversation, Wei Ming and Wei Fung keeps on making fun at the back!! Hey, you two, try to be in my shoes, I wanna see how well can you deal with people!

Anyway, when we reached Sunway Pyramid already, the fare cost me RM11.10, Wei Ming, you still owe me money for the cab fare. Haha, nevermind just put it on my tab. So reach there already, first thing to do? Call Evonne to get her position so we don't accidently bang into each other. She told me she was in Asian Avenue, so I thought while we are both far away, might as well get Siew Chin a present first. After discussing with Wei Ming and Wei Fung what to get for her, we decided to get Siew Chin a necklace. All of a sudden, Evonne told me that she was running out of excuses to keep Siew Chin in company.

Our resolve was? Go meet up with them first, as we were walking we noticed that Evonne and Siew Chin was right infront of us, but we din't make a sound about it nor called their names. It was suppose to be a surprise right? But then, Evonne turned around and we were B~U~S~T~E~D!! Siew Chin also spotted us. So much for a surprise eh? Oh well, it was worth looking at the expression on her face. She was like "OH MY GOD" kinda face!!

Oh well, time to have lunch, since neither I, Wei Ming or Wei Fung had been in Asian Avenue before, we were kinda lost, long story cut short, we don't know what to eat. So, we let the ladies decide, but now they are turning their heads on us! How would we know? Its not like we go to Sunway all the time. In the end, we ate in the Korean Street Cafe cause we don't know what to eat.

Mushroom Ramen ^^

Me, Wei Fung and Evonne had noodles while Wei Ming and Siew Chin had rice, guess they must be hungry. Before the food came, we talked and chatted, catching up on our present issues. Well, come to think of it, it IS the first time either me, Wei Fung or Wei Ming ever went out the Siew Chin and Evonne!! Since everytime asked them out, they also like busy one. I don't know why, but I ate too fast, well, maybe because I have yet to eat anything until then. Too hungry. Soon, Jeevaraj and Kunalan showed up, and THEY ARE LATE! Since Kuna already watched Far Cry, he and Jeeva will be watching Perfect Getaway. That leaves the 5 of us watching Far Cry. Thank god Jeeva came today, I finally can give him back his handkerchief that he left at my place during his visit for Chinese New Year.

By the time we were talking about the movie, I asked Evonne what time does the movie starts and she said 3.45pm, but time was already 3.15pm so for the first time I've known Evonne so long, I heard her say "shit". We have yet to claim the reserved tickets!! So, me and Wei Ming went to the cinema to get the tickets. Lucky for us, the reserved tickets were still available. Now, me and Wei Ming waited for Evonne, Siew Chin and Wei Fung's arrival and we were wondering what was keeping them so long =.=''!! Nevermind we'll just wait patiently, there time for the advertisments anyway.

When we enter the cinema, we were just on time for the movie. Lucky us!! The dark surroundings really trigger my eagerness to doze off in the cinema, I knew I was tired, but I'll just have to endure it. I noticed Siew Chin was cold inside (I was sitting beside her), so I gave her my bag to hold ( I just finished my test). I guess she was the type of person who cannot really endure cold like me. I rate the movie around 3/5. I couldn't ask for more since it is a movie based on a game, so the flow of the story was very obvious to me already. Plus, the plot was quite predictable.

Once the movie finished, my vision blurred while back then. The fatigue must be getting to me by that time. Anyway, we went back to claim the cake Evonne left at the Korean Street Cafe for safe keeping. Well, its now or never if we were ever going to buy a present for Siew Chin. So, me and Wei Fung "excused" ourselves to go and buy a present saying that we were going to the toilet. Evonne susggested that we bring the cake over to the Jusco food court where there will be tables and chairs. For some reason, the matches wouldn't work, so how are we going to light the candles? We ARE in a food court, so just get a candle and give it to the chef and have them light it for us. One candle can light other candles....

Well, when me and Wei Fung "excused" ourselves, we went to an accessories store to buy Siew Chin a necklace. Well, since it stated there Buy 1 Free 1, I thought might as well get two of the same design and give on each to Siew Chin and Evonne. Maybe as a symbol of their friendship or what-so-ever. I couldn't really think straight already at that time. The time has comed to where I must fullfill my promise to Evonne made 3 months ago. TIME TO CUT AND EAT THE CAKE!!

Siew Chin's Cake

There she goes~

Its a miricle how 5 people can finish up a cake!! AND BOY!! ARE WE STUFFED!!! It was a coffee jelly cake if I m not mistaken. By this point my fatigue was really getting to me already. For someone with a hobby of "sleeping" like me, the lack of sleep can be very dangerous. Last Tuesday, I nearly met the Grim Reaper, but with luck, I avoided it. I don't know if I can be so lucky again. So it was time to pay up since we decided to share the expenses among ourselves. Siew Chin's movie ticket was under my tab, so she doesn't have to pay, but I was kinda reluctant to ask Evonne to pay. After looking at Wei Ming, what the heck, just take the money.

After that, we wondered around aimlessly like wondering ghosts. We got no idea what to do now, haha. Siew Chin and Evonne decided to go home, and we're like anything. Siew Chin offered us a ride home!!! Thus saved money on cab fare! THANK YOU!!! So, we meet up with Siew Chin's parents in Parkson and they gave us a ride home. They dropped me off first since I was the furthest. I reached home, I was surprised that Hugo was waiting for me, I guess my parents din't take him out. Oh well, go offer some incense to the altars, took a bath and I slept till 10pm plus.

Today was really fun, but it will be more enjoyable if my fatigue level was at 0%. I really home we can go out together again some other time.

Image Of The Day

LOL!! CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!!

Credits goes to Wei Fung for the photos.

Double Post 1 (UBF Mooncake Festival Celebration)

2009-10-03T23:34:00.004+08:00

I have never written a double post before, I guess this means more work to me!! But anyway, I think it will all be worth while since it is all happy experiences or I rather would say enjoyable moments of my life.

OK, I am still very tired from this last night lack of sleep, this morning's Physics Lab examination and this afternoon's outing to Sunway Pyramid. So, I don't want to be long winded, I'll just get to the point. First up will be UniTEN's Buddhist Fellowship (UBF) Mooncake Festival celebration event on 1st October 2009. It was held in the College Of Information Technology's garden around 8pm when the event truly started.

Well, we played a game, where we must not laugh no matter how the opposition makes faces or sounds, but if we were unable to make other people laugh, there would be a punishment which is drinking bitter tea. So, its easy for me since I can control my expressions well, but I too got busted out of sympathy for my friend at the last second. Nevermind, I din't care that I was "it", all I had to do was to make someone laugh and I'll be free from punishment. First I look for my friend, Alan, but he wouldn't laugh, oh well, then someone susggest to me to take a soft target, a girl. OK, I looked for a victim, and I said in a very romantic tone " Honey, I love you". It worked perfectly, she laughed and I was free from punishment~

The game dragged on until the time for the next event. For those who did not laugh or get screwed by other people then came out and introduce themselves one by one. Then they sang songs with relation to the mooncake festival which I have never heard before!! Nevertheless, I just enjoyed the music like I would do with any other. Then, we lighted up the lotus made out of many numerous candles, it was just beautiful. We heard the talk about relations of the lighting candle lights to our life. Well, there are some facts there too and some I just cannot accept. For example, when the speaker said that we need other people to light us or when our fire is out, we can borrow other people's light. BUT, I cannot rely on to my friends too much. There are just somethings we have to face alone.

After that, it was free activity! We ate mooncakes, and a whole lot of snacks!!! We played lantern also!!! Don't say it is childish, but instead, it is tradition. There was even a karaoke session among some of us. Haha. Someone played the guitar so we sang a lot so songs!! Haha, we sang Tong Hua, Love Story, Better Man, When You Say Nothing At All and a lot more. It was really an enjoyable night to remember. Everyone was laughing, chilling and sharing the same interest, the night really was lively. Its like having your own family in UniTEN.

I'll upload some of the photos here later, but the rest will be on facebook. Here is the link :
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=112690&id=747523492&saved#/album.php?aid=112690&id=747523492

Double Post At MIDNIGHT

2009-10-03T19:46:00.002+08:00

I will update my blog at midnight, its a double post!! It means two posting. The first one will be on the UBF Mooncake Festival and the second one will be on today's outing with Evonne, Siew Chin, Wei Ming and Wei Fung~

Boredom

2009-09-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

Man....this whole week really sucks like hell...I am so freaking bored. Physics test tomorrow, and my stupid computer studies teacher gave us assignment during the holidays! We don't have to study during the holidays meh....she thinks all of us are too damn free......

Assignment, 5-man in a team. The topic? Some big shot in the computer world that left their footprints. I've done 90% of the assignment, the remaining 10%, I'll leave it to my teammates or else it wouldn't be a group work.

The finals are drawing closer and closer, and I have yet to get a grip on my studies. I cannot afford to score poorly in my first test. Physics test tomorrow, and Computer Studies test on wednesday. There is a new game which I wanted to play! BUT, I have all these exams over me. Need to endure the temptations first.

Things don't really seem to be going so well for me now. Constantly under stress, and when I am under stress, my Signus kicks in. Signus are very irritating, for anyone who knows a cure to it, please let me know. I can't take it anymore!!

Going back to university tomorrow......after a week long holiday, I'll see my friends again, and perhaps attend the Mooncake Festival Party on 1st October....see my mood how first, if I was emo-ing cause it did too badly for my test, then, maybe I won't go.

Till next week....bye bye...

Sunday Outing....

2009-09-22T21:46:00.009+08:00

*UPDATES*

-More photoes...took from Wei Ming~

Last Sunday, I went out with my pals, now only I update. I was waiting for the pictures from Wei Ming, but without success, I did not manage to get my hands on them. Nevermind la, get back to the basics first. Time for an old-fashioned story telling session.

Once upon a time.....this isn't working for me......not my way....I'll get to the point.....

Last Sunday, Chiew Foong apparently gathered the old crew back for abit of yam cha session. But this was no ordinary yam cha!! Why?? Because, we are eating shaved ice inMill Wheel Ice Cafe at 9pm?!! We must going out of our minds, nevermind, only once in a blue moon!! Anyway, lets see who was there...erm...me, Wei Ming, Wai Yan, Piak Hong, Wai Kie, Si Mun, Tian Ai and Vone Deng. Yeap, thats all of it...

Wei Ming was the chauffeur for that night's event. A big THANK YOU to him, and lets be done with it. Ok, he drove his mom's Unser to fetch, Wai Kie, me, Wai Yan, Chiew Foong and Piak Hong to the cafe.

Mr. Chauffeur, haha!!

Anyway, go there do what? Oh course chit chat and eat la, what else? Talk talk until so shiock, the shop also very noisy!!

OMG?! WHOSE LEG??!! ITS A WHOLE BLACK FOREST!!

Everyone talked until so happy, to catch up on old times sake. Man, I really miss the old days.... no worries or what so ever....no time to look back at past, the vast future is ahead of us!! After eating the shaved ice, someone proposed to watch a late night movie in IOI, I was like, "here we go again....". Everytime we got an outing, nothing really goes according to plan, there is always last minute or on the spot proposals!! Can really giv heart attack one you know!! But, in the end, that is what so fun going out with those guys....

Well, Piak Hong, and Wai Yan can't go while I choose not to go. So, Wei Ming, and Wai Kie also din go, since Wei Ming bears the responsibility of the "Ah Mat" a.k.a driver. However, as the other group goes and watch G-Force, we took a night stroll around Puchong Jaya. We went to a cliff, nice, quiet, and beautiful too.....relax and chill abit there...took some pictures too~

The night view....

My camera ain't all the good. Handphone quality only!

Anyway, that was not the end of it, after night viewing, we wentdown to Bandar Putri for the heck of it and then, the plan struck us that we'll eat at the small "steamboat lorry".

This was what I meant....

They seem to be enjoying it...

That's all folks!!

Note: I updated my blog already, no more complains right? =P

Updates...

2009-09-16T00:42:00.003+08:00

Its been quite a while since I left it dead. Got nothing much to talk about....

Updates in my life:-

-I got my YTN loan approved.

-I did my Calculus Test 2

-My class pissed off our Computer Studies teacher

-I did badly for my Physics Quiz

-I am going to cry when I discussed my Calculus Test 2 with my teacher

YTN loan approved, good for me lo. Now don't have to burden my parents with the tutor fees in UniTEN. They offered me RM 90, 000 and I get

-RM 6000 per year as allowance (RM 500 a month)

-RM 600 per year to buy my text books

-0% interest rates (pay for what you have used)

-Chance to convert the loan into scholarship

The loan was OK, just the forms are costly.......

Next up, I did my Calculus Test 2, oh my god! I'll never forget that day. What a luck, 1 hour before the exam I fell seriously ill. My flu was out of control and I have to go to the library to take the exam. Damn it was cold. My brain froze and I couldn't think.

Then, my class pissed off our Computer Studies teacher. She keep on saying "I'm not mad" when she is shouting at us. How can that not be mad? Her actions spoke louder than her words. Why was she mad? It is due to the low marks we gave her for evaluation while other classes gave me a relatively good mark. How can she blame us? She told us to be honest right!! In my opinion, the other classes are only polishing her shoes, sweet talking, bodek, etc etc, any words you can think of. There is a HUGE difference bewteen being nice and strict, evil and lenient.

I choose to be nice and strict. SO, the evaluation I gave her was very strict, I am not the kind of person who goes soft. It was not only me, but the whole chinese people in my class did that!! The disability to keep her word, stuck up attitude and failure to appear in class on time gave me a good reason to give her a low mark. Moreover, she said the she was not very good at teaching on her first class with us. So, how can I give a high rating to someone who doesn't even have confident in herself? She told us that she would give us our first assignment on 31st August, till now, we got nothing, how can I not revolt? Being a man of punctuality, I ain't forgiving such a small thing.

This is absurd, if she fears for low evaluation marks, next time, don't give us the fucking papers! Best Teacher Award for 08/09 kononnya, MY FOOT LA! Don't expect every students to lick your shoes. I HAVE MY OWN DIGNITY!

Yesterday, 15/09/09 was my Physics Quiz 3. Thank god I studied with 2 more of my housemates till 1am in a cafe or else I would be blank! But still, I did wrongly...wrong application of physics theorm. Damn....

At the same day, I went for my Calculus tutorial, my teacher, Ms. Carolyn discussed about our test papers with us. It was really shocking!!! I am losing confidence alerady!! This is dangerous!!

Anyway, yesterday was She-Reen's birthday while today is Alvin's....yawnz...time to sleep...

If I Could Turn Back Time....

2009-09-07T01:35:00.002+08:00

If I could turn back time, I wouldn't mind going through SPM over again, I would mind sitting for Form 4 final exam over again, I wouldn't mind sitting for PMR over again. As long as I can tell her how I felt that time. I was a fool that time, I was naive, I was stupid and I was an idiot for letting all the time I could have done it slipped past through my fingers.

But now, it is all too late, I have lost my chances, I too have lost my confidence. How hard is it to let go something important? How long will I continue to be a fool, naive, stupid and idiotic? How long till I can deprive myself of my emotions?

With YTN loan pressure now hanging upon me, the load have increased. I do not know how long I can last nor when I will crack. My time to fool around is limited. Time never cease going forward, it never stops. I too wish I can move onwards, I am pulling myself backwards.

One thing I learned from this experience, love is an illusion created by the heart of human in the wish for companionship. As long as I can eliminate the feelings for companionship, I can eradicate my feelings of love.

I know you are always reading my posts. Therefore, I want you to know, that no matter what, you are still someone irreplaceable to me. When times get hard for you, I will ALWAYS be there for you, I swear it on my blood....

To hell with my feelings.....farewell.....

I Found My Answer....

2009-09-05T00:04:00.013+08:00

On 3rd of September which was a Thursday, apparently, my Uniten Buddhist Fellowship (UBF) seniors took us, the members of UBF for a trip to Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM)!!!! Well, I din't tell my parents about the trip and I just went on my own accord, so that makes me a bad boy right?

Anyway, I am usually exhausted on Thursday, so my class finished at 4pm, went back to the hostel around 4.30pm during that time, if I am not mistaken, I was still sms-ing with Jo Nie, then I got knocked out. Too tired already I guess. Woke up around 6.00pm and I must get ready to go out already, as my UBF buddies are going out to eat. There is nothing wrong going out with my seniors, mark my words, they are all VERY nice people!!

Ker Jing, my housemate, Ker Jia's brother came to pick me, Ker Jia, Ming Kang and Chee Kong from our hostel. Too bad we first years cannot drive in Uniten, have to rely on our seniors. Anyway, we met up with half of the UBF members at the library before we drove off to a food court in Sungai Chua to meet up with everybody.

Ok, I kinda regreted I did not take any photoes when we were eating, I guess I was to busy eating and talking about the imbecile concept of 1 Malaysia and politics. Anyway, I was in the food court, and there was not really a variety food there, so of all the things, I went over to the Tai Chao, and ordered a plate of Kung Fu Yin Yong (Sorry for very bad ping ying). It cost me RM 4.50, and ok la, it was quite big also, better compared to the rest of the hawker stalls.

Finish eating already? We better be! It was already 7.00pm+ during we finished, and we were suppose to be at UKM at 7.30pm. Oh well, it is the Malaysian style to be late. MALAYSIA BOLEH!! When I reach UKM, I was like OH MY GOD!! It is all kinda cramped up, building left and right of me!! When compared to Uniten, it is certainly much more cramped while Uniten is more spacious, there are greeneries everywhere. Most importantly, I am very dumbfounded when I found this in UKM...

HOLY S**T!!! It is a Maggi Mee Cup Noodles vending machine!!!! You wouldn't find one of those in Uniten!! I swear!! After so long wondering in my life, 18 years 4 days I HAVE NEVER SEEN SUCH A VENDING MACHINE!!! I WANT ONE IN UNITEN ALSO!! MAKES SUPPER EASIER!!!

Oh well, enough with my stupidity!! Get on with the main event!! We, from Uniten proceed to the theater where the event was going to be held. It was 8.00pm when we reached there and I thought we were late! How I knew, that they practiced the Malaysia culture of lateness also!! Once again, MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! Anyway, the event started approximately 8.30pm like that, indeed the Malaysian culture. Anyway, enough with it...presenting the MC of the night...

Kinda forgotten what was his name, I am always bad at remember people's name! That is my biggest weakness in socializing. Unless it is pretty girls then you cannot blame me for it. The speaker of the night was brother Chong,

He is also not very young already, but he is an ex-UKM student

Anyway, to continue on with my story, I kinda regretted I went to this event, but at the same time, I felt glad that I went. Why would I regret? Because, when he touched the topic about love, he made me remember my painful past, my past that I have always regretted. It is not something you would want to remember if you have it. Moreover, the lecture was really not meant for someone who is heart-broken. My heart throbbed of pain while he was talking, for some reason, my tears was at a brink of falling, but THANK GOD IT DIN'T FALL!!

But when he talked about what is important in our life, I came to a realization, I found my answer, I knew what must be done. No, I have not reach enlightment yet, but I am still seeking my path. I cannot leave my heart left in a darken state forever, I have to confront it and move on with life. But the only problem is how? How am I going to confront it? I was in a dillema until the lecture. All there is left to do, is confront her when the time is right. This is why I am glad I followed my seniors to UKM. I too must thank my friends for pressuring me to go when they knew there was a hole within me.

There was a song sang by the committee after every section of the talks. Oh well, out of the 6 or 7 songs sang, I only maange to stole 2 of them (cam rec). Anyway, I posted them on facebook. It's a hassle to post them here again anyway, so just go to my face book and see. Anyway, here are some pictures.

Yesterday, 4th of September, it was a disasterous Friday. My PTPTN loan application form was in a mess!! When I was on my way to submit it, my dad called me, tell me that my Yayasan Tenaga Nasional (YTN) loan has been approved! I was really happy about it. I really must thank my prosperity cat which is now hanging on my phone for such luck. My luck seems to have changed with the prosperity cat around by my side. But everything has its ups and downs. Perhaps the success of my YTN requires a payment, a payment which made me......you know la.

Till next time, tata!

Have I Done The Right Thing.....??

2009-09-01T18:49:00.003+08:00

Today, minutes after midnight, I finally told her everything that I have been keeping away from her. I don't know what I have just done. She was the one who turned my whole life upside down, but it seems that I am hurting her everytime. I wonder, am I really worth it, do I have what it takes? I am really starting to doubt my own abilities......

Few months ago, on her birthday, I made her a present and made a promise to give it to her the next time we meet. But now, when I look at it, I feel.....emptiness doesn't sound right, neither does bitterness, it is just a feeling I cannot describe....but I cannot deny, that it was a feeling of sorrow. Feeling the pain, I just couldn't bear it, I currently kept the present in my drawer, somewhere I would not open so often.

I vowed not to look in my past's pain, but unfortunately, I broke it during midnight, I was reminded the pain I felt in the past. Being able to surpass it for so long and now to feel it again, the sorrow was really unbearable. Even now, I am doubting myself if I can really do it, I can't bear to feel the same sorrow twice...I guess I am really useless....

Damn it.....I am an asshole....

Dead Blog's Revival

2009-08-29T23:36:00.003+08:00

OK, it seems that I have ignored my blog long enough until someone was complaining it to me already (=.=''). I got no time to update my blog in UNITen recently, and if u guys see my posts on facebook, you guys should have known that I have not slept for 3 days straight!!! And yes, I am still mentally sane if you guys are wondering if I have lost my senses.

From my experience, it is not a good way to live, even if you are taking 2 hours nap in the afternoons. Really, the torment is unbearable!! Your eyes will feel all droopy and your vision will start to blur every once and then. Plus, in addition for my case, I could not really walk in a straight line, as if I was drunk and my hand will shake more often (I couldn't even hold the chopsticks)!!

My fatigue is still restricting me from staying up too late right now, and I need to take constant naps or I'll really feel energy-less. Hm, come to think of it, yesterday, Friday, it was raining heavily in the morning, and I had to get to the Collage Of Engineering for my Physics Lab experiment. Since my mind was not in the right state (I did not sleep through out the night), I cycled through the rain and went to COE which was 1.5km away. When I reached there, I was drenched and noticed I was early, VERY EARLY. So I went to the bench to sit first, and all of the sudden, I blacked out. The next thing I knew, my friend shooked me up for Physics class. I was thinking that I must unconciously collapsed. Oh well, at least I did it with style. Knocked out while still seating!!

Anyway, what made me gone through the torturous 3 hellish days was for my attempts to finish up the video I was working on for a competiton. The competition is complusory for all Engineering Foundation students, and the teams are saperated by each classes. My classmates however, were not very cooperative, so they did not turn up for today. I only guessed that 4 people were turning up, but I was wrong, at least 10 person came. On the other hand, other classes attandence were much more sastifying.

Oh ya, I will only upload the pictures of the project course later, once I settle down my laptop first, time to defrag it and clean up the temperory internet files, cache, etc etc.

Mid Valley Outing!! Celebrate Elmo's Birthday!!

2009-08-14T22:33:00.006+08:00

Wheeee!!! Today was fun!! Went to Mid Valley with Elmo, Fungi, and Stan to celebrate Elmo's Birthday!! Even though it was late ady, but who cares?!

Stan was the chauffeur today!! He fetched me and fungi to Mid Valley. Thx for the ride mate!!

Elmo reached Mid Valley earlier so, we was like bored to death waiting for our arrival. I rly fely sorry for making him wait!!!

Ok, Stan got us to Mid Valley ady, the trip was fast, since we were chit chatting the whole way, cursing other drivers, catching up for old times sake. BUT!! When we reached Mid Valley, the headache starts when we need to look for a parking!! Wasted whole 10 minutes or so looking for one!! 10 minutes seems to be very long under frustration....

Anyway, found a parking (at last), met up with Elmo in MPH bookstore. Why would he be in MPH anyway? Who knows, only he does....Once we meet up, we went straight to get our tickets in GSC, all hail the Fungi-nator for booking in advance, so we dun hav to line up. I hate queues. Then, we went to McDonalds to talk even more!! Catching up on old times (man, we are really getting old ady).

Outside GSC, still talking, lol...

Hm...we watched GI Joe today and I rate the movie on par with Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen. Why? Because it is all action, the story line is abit blur, and out of the blue, guns start shooting, people keep dying and all the crap. Transformers 2 was still better in my opinion. But Fungi says it is so damn nice, he watched GI Joe for 3 times ady!!

Oh well, after GI Joe, we went......

..........for dinner

Elmo, about the bill? Dun worry, me, Fungi and Stan got it all in the bag!! So you juz enjoy ur meal~

Caught you eating~

Fungi, rly that nice ah? Ur facial expression...erm...rly...er....

Looking very enjoy there my friend~

Anyway, after dinner, we went our saperate ways...Elmo was going home by KTM, while Stan was giving me and Fungi a ride home!! Thx pal!! Anyway, Stan took the wrong exit, instead of going to Old Klang Road, he used the Petaling Jaya exit. Therefore we were kinda stuck at a traffic jam...all the same, we reached home safe and sound!!

Dead Blog....

2009-08-10T15:47:00.002+08:00

Wow, I been leaving my blog for quite some time, without a proper update.... Oh well, no matter, now I am going to update it~

Maybe the idea of UniTEN closing is a bad idea after all. It seems that I am stuck at home, doing nothing but playing computer and study. Long story cut short, I AM BORED!!!

Well, a lot of people have been sick recently, my cousins are sick, my sister is also sick and I still got the freaking flu! Don't worry, it is all the stupid environment problem, the stupid haze, not the Influenza A (H1N1) problem. The death counts have been rising rapidly now days. I still don't see the government doing any protective measurements. Even if they DID, I wouldn't notice since I rarely watch TV anymore. I would like to know how Malaysia will react if Najib gets H1N1 (I hope he does), for me, I'll have a really good laugh!

I have been acting now days, it is seriously killing me every second I acted, since I am not who I am..... Sometimes, I wish to walk under the rain.

The Time Has Come....

2009-08-06T12:49:00.002+08:00

Well, I recieved news from my networks that with immediate effect, UniTEN is shut down for 1 week due to H1N1!!! Time to pack up and go on a break ^^ but I must not for get to study too!! =P

Is this the end?

2009-08-03T23:09:00.003+08:00

Our pandemic spread of H1N1 virus has finally reached to where I reside for now. I got a feeling that it is right in front of my doorstep. The Grim is knocking on my door. Bidding its time to drag my soul down to the depths of hell where it is suitable for the sins I have committed.

12 people got quarantined in UniTEN already due to the suspicions of catching the H1N1 virus. It seems that there is still no "holiday" given to students to burrow themselves away from the society for the mean time just in case. But burrowing only means of transmission of the virus among ourselves. Even the healthy will get sick. Just like the zombies in Resident Evil.

Life sure makes a clown out of us. When everything starts to go along nicely, it just have to break down with another despair and worry. Why can't I just live my life peacefully? Why can't I just take a long break from all the problems I am facing? The answer is because I just can't!! Bearing the unlucky star under me, problems always come looking for me.....

Some of you might say that they are anti-viral available as treatment for now. But how much stockpile of anti-viral do they have? And looking back at my skin colour, I think I will be sitting on the waiting list for the treatment. Wear a mask? In my opinion, even if you wear a mask, it will be practically useless since the virus is like nano-sized and the threads on the mask does not even filter nano-sized particles.

Wait a minute, although I say all of that, it doesn't mean I am going to die!! That is just my negative thoughts. I can't die yet!!! There are things I still want to do and achieve! Promises I made and I have to honour, get my degree, becoming a politician etc etc.

Cookie, if you are reading this, I still intend to keep that promise!! Just wait for the right time to come! You'll definitely get what I promised you!!

I Announce Myself SICK!!

2009-07-29T18:10:00.003+08:00

It all started yesterday.....when I bloody got a cold. Oh well, I just ignored it as I thought that it was just a common cold. Then, during class, my head felt a little woozy and it hurts, headache ma. From there, I knew that it was a symptom of me going to have a fever! But yesterday, my class ends at 5pm. So, that means I have to suffer until 5pm before I can go back to the hostel and take 2 panadols. Ok, fine, I ate my panadols already, and I got instantly knocked-out on my bed.

TODAY!! When I woke up, again I felt feverish. Oh, well, I got no time to bother about that now as I need to drag my ass into class! To make matters worst, it was raining in the morning!! The classes were so cold!! Thank god my classes for today last only until 10am. I went back to the hostel and get some more rest.

Hm....come to think of it, UniTEN and UPM are quite close by only...and UPM seems to have caught the H1N1 virus. Could it be.......NAH!! Impossible!! But there were people fogging though, must be the dengue coming back into town~

Sufering for now....there is nothing uncurable with a good rest and 0% stress!! =P

OMG, Finally Can Blog!!

2009-07-28T22:01:00.003+08:00

For some reason, I can't seem to blog in UniTEN for this past few days. Oh well, that doesn't matter now, since I can blog now!!!

Well, this time, I wanna talk about my experience in the PKC Freshies Camp. Frankly speaking, all I can say is the FOOD is worth my money =D. Well, as u can see, I payed RM20 for the club's membership fee and the camp together. Well, in 1 day time, we got 4 meals, breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper. Lunch and dinner was no ordinary packed food you see in camps. PKC provided us with two type of vegetables and a type of meat! HORRAY for pork!! =P

Anyway, on Friday night, the camp started, ah....the usual basics of every camp. Ice breaking sessions in your respective groups. Oh well, since I am already used to this kind of situation, I fit in just nicely. The flag I designed is also quite cute in a sense of way since when we split into our respective groups, my group was under the code "dog". So, I drew a dog on our flag which looks very cute. I'll try and get the photoes from my seniors soon. After everything was over at 10.30pm, I went for my dance practice with my senior, Juin Farn and damn we practiced until so late!! It was about 1.30am when we finished practicing....

Saturday came, well, it always does, time never stop flowing....since I slept late this morning, which was around 2.30am, I was late for the camp!!! Never mind, I was not the only one as my house mate Ker Jia also overslept as both of us practice until late at night this morning. So, the camp programme goes on by having games, as in station games where two teams compete against each other to find the victor. There are 6 teams and 6 game stations, so eventually, we will meet some of the same group twice. My group won 4 rounds and lost 2 rounds. Ok, la, not that bad. I'll try and get the pictures from my seniors too for this 1....

Then, in the afternoon, we had a "fashion" show. Well, basically, we are given a theme and we must make costumes according to our themes. My teams theme was superhero. We kinda sucked at it. Do you know, it is very scary when a guy plays a girl's part. I am talking cross dressing, because, guys will do things a girl will never do!! Ok la, yes, they did made us stuff coconut shells (provided by the facilitators) and newspaper at the chest, but from my view, I think they had over-done it a little. I cannot participate in the fashion show as I was in the drama team as well, so, literally, I was BARRED from participating that game due to my senior's orders. When they were designing the costumes, I was not around was I had to reherse for the drama act!! What a waste, I wished I could join them and do crazy stuff!! The fashion show, which was very funny, seeing guys dressed as girls and doing very perverted stuff!! This is certainly a blow on the girl's honour in my opinion as the guys are acting like strippers and whores!! They sure have the talent for it, as no one understand what a person wants more then themselves.

The drama which was after the fashion show was a fiasco. We crossed the line and kinda insulted some of the PKC senior members, especially the EXCO members. Oh well, no one care about them anyway, if you can't take the joke, stay out of it! Well, it is a common sense that nobody will make fun of you unless you have done something which did something which annoyed the other party. So, screw them!! =D

In the evening, we got water games~~ Yay!! Time to get wet and splash water on the seniors and facilitators!! Its pay back time!!! WAKAKAKAKA!!! After the game, I eventually got sick as in a common cold. That doesn't matter to me, as my natural body resistance is high, so I can get over it just by resting. No, I am not lying, I just need to rest and sleep to allow my body to recover from minor sickness like flu or fever.

At night, they organized a detective game for us to play. To me, the case they made is quite easy for me, maybe its due to the CSI episodes I watched and Detective Conan which I read. So, with me fooling around with the gang again, we came out on top for the game. My murder theory was proven correct and I am also very grateful to my team mates as they trust me. Cause I had to leave them right before we have to submit our theories as Juin Farn told me that I had to practice the dance with them. Doesn't very nice eh? Of all they things I am good at, I had to skip it.... Lets see, on Saturday night, we practice dancing all they way till midnight to perfect our breaks.

Sunday!! The last day of the camp. Well, me and Ker Jia couldn't join the Treasure Hunt event in Taman Bukit Jalil as we had to reherse for the dance performance later on. I heard it was very fun. I kinda regreted I did not go to play with my team mates. Oh well, everything went smoothly for the last day of the camp. The dance performance was quite OK la, considering that we only trained less then 48 hours. I'll upload the video when I get back home. The connection in UniTEN is just too slow for the video upload.

Talked too much...time to take a break and have a Kit Kat~

Tiring Week

2009-07-23T00:30:00.003+08:00

Yes...this week is very very tiring. I think I have gone a bit overboard on the activities. First of all, the PKC camp is coming up, so the performances have to be practiced regularly. What it has to do with me? Well, I kinda go 'dragged' into the performance by going with the flow.

At first, I only participated in the dancing performance. More like a free-styling dance led by my seniors. Since, I can't use youtube in UniTEN. You guys just look for Wonder Boy by Super Junior in youtube. That is the dance that we are going to use for the freshie camp.

Then, I also got dragged into the drama team along with my chinese room mates since they are short of hand. SO, out senior asked us for a favour and, well, how can we say no? Go into their good books and they might lend us a hand one day. It is a win-win situation. So, what is there to lose?

To tell the fact, THERE is EVERYTHING to lose, because it is very tiring as I still got homework to finish, cope up with the course outplan and of course, STUDY!! Thank god it is only for this week!! I don't think I can take another crazy week like this over and over again.

The apartment unit also got some problem, thus forcing me and my house mates to shift apartment. From Blok A2, we shifted over to Blok A6. An apartment unit further and mostly inhibited by the seniors. WOW, I became a senior in less then a month!! Since my back is injured, I think I have injured in even more since I shifted the stuff into the new apartment unit. Ow...my back... =.=''.

Anyway, I am not going back home again this week. So, maybe I'll be home next week. Till next time cheers~

So Far, So Good.....

2009-07-15T23:37:00.004+08:00

So far, everything seems nice in UniTEN. The food here is quite a heartache though. It really breaks my heart every meal time, just to get a balanced diet. RM 10 per day is my budget, and RM 40 per week is how I am going to manage my finance. Need to survive until either my PTPTN or YTN loan gets approved.

Anyway, I tried out UniTEN's swimming pool on Monday. The most shallow part is about 1.3 meters while the deepest was 3 meters deep. Yes, I am not kidding, it is 3 meters deep. I could have died if I do not know how to swim. Anyway, I am planning to swim every Monday or Tuesday just to keep my body in check.

Then, on Tuesday, I participated the Chinese Culture Society gathering event. It was around 8pm to 10pm in Collage Of Information Technology (COIT). The gathering was not bad, given that it is planned by fellow students. So, I don't really mind much on that. I got a good mind to take part in the PKC Freshies Camp for next week. Need to ask my dad first =.="

And TODAY! I went for the UniTEN Buddhist Fellowship gathering for a talk about relating Buddhism to university life. The talk was held In COIT also and the speaker was Mr. Vijaya. The talk was very interest and funny at the same time. Mr. Vijaya is really an experienced speaker in my opinion because he knows how to get out attention.

Now, I got alot going through my mind, which club to participate in. I know for sure that I am going to join the Chinese Culture Society and UniTEN Buddhist Fellowship already, but I am still doubting should I join back Tae-kwando. My back ache is also not fully healed yet, and it clashes with the other 2 societies activity. Need some opinion here!! Any views are welcomed~

Till next time, cya~

1st Week Of Studies In UniTEN

2009-07-11T12:25:00.002+08:00

OK, here is the thing, my 1st week in Uniten has already OWNED me. Physisc is like WTF?! and Calculus is like Holy S**t.

Seems like I have to struggle to get through foundation year...no more fooling around I guess. The campus in UniTEN is huge...wanna get to one place to another take quite some time. So, to get to one class to another class, I am cycling in the campus. Great form of exercise in my opinion, but now only I know that I am lacking of exercise. My muscles have been hurting everytime I am cycling uphill.

Just recently, I participated in the UniTEN Buddhist Fellowship Warm Welcoming Week. Yes, I know I am a "banana" but I still understand Mandrin ok? The event was an average event, considering the number of participants. Anyhow, given it was the worst of luck during that day, I did not eat dinner until 10pm+ which is after the event.

Since there is pool in UniTEN, it will be a waste not to use the facilities right? So me and my pals are planning to take a dip in the pool next week. Time to stress my muscles to its limits again.

Till next time, ciaoz

Hey, I can Blog in UniTEN!

2009-07-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

Yay!! I can blog in UniTEN!!! I guess the connection is not as bad as i though it would be...=)

Though...downloading and youtube is totally out of the question....it is so freakking slow!!

But, I still can go into sites like facebook and play Restaurant City =X and etc etc.

Anyway, the classes already started, mainly for now is all introductions and all the crap, I don't think that I will be having any tutorial classes this week though....

Watched Transformers 2 yesterday with my family. It was so f**king cool!!! I need to hold my bladder juz not to miss any of the actions!! The way the Autobots "terminates" the Decepticons is just like the God Of War's finishing move. WAIT! IT IS EVEN BETTER!!! 2 hours and 15 minutes of non-stop action and metal clashing! This is something everyone would really enjoy.

The old Hollywood law was also implanted. Hero never dies. Who wanna watch a movie where the hero will die? LOL

Till next time, ciaoz!

Back From UniTEN Orientation!! (EXTREAMLY LONG POST!!)

2009-07-04T21:11:00.019+08:00

Hi guys!! I am back from Orientation Week in UniTEN!! There are Pros and Cons about the Orientation. I am seriously going to tell you guys my experience in UniTEN.

PRO(s):

1. Free food!! Breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper is provided! Woots!!

2. Cool Facilitators!! I really enjoyed my time being with them.

3. Made ALOT of friends!!

4. Met my childhood friend,Lim Jun Nian!! YAY!! Brings back memories~~

5. Nice group activities. Did most of them in NS camp though. Its fun to do it again. =)

CON(s):

1. Have to wake up 5.00am in the morning!! SO BLUR!!!

2. Boring ceramahs.....me and Jun Nian slept through most of them.

3. The activities are like 5am to 10pm? Rarely went back to my room.

4. The ratio of boys to girls is like 10:1? Might be more...I m thinking 20:1 might be possible too.

Well, that might "it" for now. Until I can think more of course.

Now, UniTEN is making us Guinea Pigs for the new system that will be implemented soon. We are only the Lab Rats to test its efficiency. It is called the SCORUN system. It actually states that if we do not achieve a certain points in our co-corriculum activities, we CANNOT graduate! For Foundation, we need 10 Runs [Run(s) is the name for the points] and, if I want to graduate from my Bachelor's Degree Program, I need to get AT LEAST 100 Runs in order to graduate. I am given 4 years to accumulate 100 Runs, and if I fail, I will have to repeat a semester.

Now, I am a UniTEN student. My ID card is like SOOO nice~

This would be my room, I have yet to take pictures of the whole apartment yet. I'll upload it as soon as I get the photoes in UniTEN.

Outside my apartment unit in daybreak. Such a nice scenery...

And of course, CATS of Amanah Blok!! Sry, I am a cat fanatic...

I found two very "interesting" posters in UniTEN's male toilet. Check it out....

It says " If this bear can practice good bathroom etiquette. So Can You!"

Why bother building one in between then? If you guys don't get it, ask your father or brothers.

OMG...The hall is so BIG!

Hotshots of UniTEN. They RUN UniTEN.

The library is like...WOAH!!! UBER!! *Speechless*

Collage Of Information Technology. So Beautiful!!! I haven't take the picture of Collage Of Enginnering yet. Please wait for a while =)

Group G1-1 of Mass G. We are the BEST there IS!!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!!! (Su Lee, thanks for the picture)

Haha, this is my groupie, G 1-1, we are trying to cheat in an activity. The activity is called "PassThe-Message". There is a handphone hiding there. Conspiracy and teamwork is important here!!

The moment of truth...time to say what the last person heard. Oh well, we cheated of course~

The last activity we had with out facilitators. Its called "The Confession"

Ok, even we students confessed. I did as well, I was frank at least. Saying that we are sorry for pissing them off over and over again for all the screw ups we did. I also asked for their permission to tresspass their hospitality for 2 more days until the Orientation ends. =X

Abang Zam giving his speech.....

Brother Lum joins in too =X

Abang Izzat aka Boy, my sub-group's facilitator and the head of Group G facilitator giving his speech~

Abang Ganesh telling us his tale....he will be missed.. =X

Abang Waqar!!! Our best facilitator apart from Boy!! Second to none, but First will always be Boy.

I like this photo alot. Look ontop of Abang Izzat's head~~ Horns~

As they all say, confession is good for your soul

The mini group photo.

If you guys noticed, every once of the facilitators hav a white thing on their hands. It is acutally a white rose made by my groupie to give the facilitators for all their hard work. We really appriciate them and we are very sorry too for pissing them off. Everytime after an activity, we will sure get scolded by them because of our care free attitude and our lack of team work.

Then, comes the last day of the Orientation. We have to attend the Oath Taking Ceremony. To tell the truth, I was feeling a kind of sadness within me. Maybe because I will miss all the things we did together as Mass G.

Time sure flies when you are having fun....

A fashion show and choir. They sang the song Warisan by Sudirman. Thanks Su Lee for the picture. =)

Even the facilitators sing the song "Langkah Pertama" with us...

Apart from tat, we also sang the UniTEN song and the song Gemuruh by Faizal Tahir. I liked that song...very motivational and spirited!!

Here are the lyrics:

Bila bertalu rentak dikalbu
Hasrat yang tersirat semakin kuburu
Bila bergema laungan gempita
Harapan bernyala nadiku berganda

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Bila bertalu rentak dikalbu
Hasrat yang tersirat semakin kuburu
Bila bergema laungan gempita
Harapan bernyala nadiku berganda

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Ungkapan ini bukan sekadar bermimpi
Segalanya pasti kan terbukti nanti

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

After the event ended, we gathered together to take some photes together,

From left, Brother Lum, me and Abang Waqar

Abang Izzat aka Boy and me

The fun never seems to stop, does it?

After the orientation ends, we got a few competitions between block A3, A2/6 (me), A4 and A1/5. The competitons given were Futsal, Debate and Drama. Well, since I can't play soccer, nor I can act well, BUT I can talk crap ALOT!! I joined debate~

Each block are asked to send two teams to the "battle field" to compete with other blocks. Block A2/6 totally dominated the debate competiton as both of us won the 1st and 2nd prize!! WOOTS!! Hamper for us!! Split the loot!! The coca-cola is mine though...hehe...

My team members =)

Block A2/6 debate team 1 and 2. WE DOMINATED THE MATCH!!

I went back home today to pack up more of my stuff and get my bike for Monday's class. My family though of watching Transformers 2, but we failed since all the seats were out till 12.30am at midnight. So, my dad bought the tickets for tomorrow morning 11.30am. I bought this for myself...

The prosperity cat~ Lets hope it changes my luck from now on~

Till next time, cyaz!!

Bon Voyage??

2009-06-26T15:28:00.004+08:00

Gosh, time sure flies in a blink of an eye. Tomorrow I'll be going to UniTEN for registration and on Sunday will be the start of orientation. Yes, I did say Sunday, but, come to think of it, who on earth works on Sunday? Isn't it a day off? Well, I don't know what is going on, but as the wise man say, go with the flow, not against it.

Anyway, orientation will last for a week, until next week Friday noon in fact. My dad told me not to bring my laptop!! NOOO!!! AAHHH!! Boredom in the hostel. Oh well, he IS the law anyway. My mum also told me to cut my hair!! Darn it, I thought of leaving it longer to see what happens to it, since I never really see my natural hairstyle before. Since she is the Minister Of Home Affairs (at home) I got no choice to follow before she charges me under ISA (room quarantine).

Alvin just gave me his Foundation books. I looked at it and I was dizzy already!

Look at the books. Lets first look at the Physics text book. WOW, so damn THICK! Calculus is as thick as Physics? Chemistry is even thicker then both of my Form Four and Form Five text book put together!! Holy crap, life is sure hard for me in university. Well, for a shortcut, there IS a price I must pay. There is nothing I cannot endure in life!!

So currently, I my objective list, I already accomplished two objectives of mine which is to get a new handphone and also a laptop. Now, I got two more waiting in the line which is to get a pair of tinted glasses and of course, get myself a girl friend. Yes, yes I know, you all are laughing at it. Go on ahead, laugh all you want!! Lets see who will get the last laugh!

But I really don't know If I can get one for real. Since I got the past that haunts me all the time. Some things are just too hard to let go and too painful to go through again. Oh well, life must go on, and these kind of things need to go sooner ot later, so why don't I make it now?

I guess this is it for now...

New Handphone!! YAY!!

2009-06-21T10:26:00.003+08:00

OMG!! In preparation to go UniTEN, in about 1 week time, my parents bought some stuff for me. Since I would be staying at the hostel.....anyway, we bought clothes, shoe, etc etc....My dad also bought me a new handphone~~ Wheeeeee~~

It is the Sony Ericsson C510....kinda nice eh? The screen is BIG and it is slim too!! But mine is silver though =X. The specs will be...search in da internet la...I am feeling lazy to type today...The hot weather must be getting to me, draining all the energy out of me...

Oh well, Alvin finally finished downloading The Sims 3, this means the internet connection will be back to normal...yay~ At the same time, he will be hogging the computer, thus, I can't play T-T.

Abraham Lincon once said this...It's the life in your years, not the years in your life that counts. So, to all my friends, live up to everyday as if it is your last!!

Random Post....

2009-06-16T07:59:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody!! Its been awhile since I updated my blog.......maybe it is because I was too lazy to update it...hm....ya....that must be the reason....

Anyway, last Saturday, the gang had a BBQ organized over at Wei Ming's house and OH MAI GAWD! The food is SO NICE!!! Credits goes to Aik Cheong for preparing the chicken and lamb!! Anyway, a new healthier way is founded to "grill" the chicken....I can't really say its grill since it doesn't goes golden brown....Anyway, for the sake of fun of it, I took a piece of chicken an wrapped it in the Aluminium Wrap juz to test it out.

The results? Well, its kinda shocking to me!! Since I juz dumped it in the BBQ pit after wrapping it, I assume that there were going to be some burn marks. But guess what, there was none!! The colour was creamy and there was nice fragrance coming out from it too....*drools*. Kinda makes me hungry now.....

I asked Evonne to go to the BBQ also, but she says that she got exams coming up and she doesn't really favours BBQ (I wonder why) , so she don't want to go...Oh well, less man more share =D. Evonne, ya really don't know what you are missing on!!!

Anyway, I made the biggest screw up in my life yet!!! AND I know I am going to regret this for a very long time to come. I just wish I can get over it. Now, I don't even have to mood to play Dragonica anymore. If it can be fixed, I thank god for the second chance...if not, Hell, here I come.

UBER LAGGY FOR WEEKS!!!

2009-06-11T17:35:00.001+08:00

Hm...most of you would wonder why would I say so....The reason is simple, Alvin came back from UniTEN for his semester break....NOW, he is going to download The Sims 3 from the internet....damn it...that freaking game is 5.5GB!! So darn big!! I wonder how long is it going to take....I can't juz go mad...coz I know I dun hav the rights...coz I'll be playing that game also...

This is going to take awhile to complete.....i rather buy the DVD, haha!! But since Alvin wants to download it...can't object right? Only cause more fights...though...I really want to punch him for a VERY long time ady....

The Sims 3....*drools*...Grand Theft Auto -like game.....juz like the everyday The Sims, but this time, there are no restrictions on where you can go...no more boundries...you are free to explore anywhere u want to!!

Till next time~

Gay Outing!!

2009-06-07T16:34:00.002+08:00

WAIT!! I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING!! The "gay" does not means "homo", but it means "happy". Dun go thinking the wrong way....hehe...word power...

Anyway, yesterday, me, Wei Ming, Aik Cheong, Weng Lam, Wei Fung, Piak Hong, Kien Sin, Wai Mun, Xin Min, Teng Jong went to Sunway Pyramid for a short outing...we watched Monster VS Aliens in 3D. The movie kinda sucked...I yawned alot thorughout the movie. My ratings? easy~ 2/5!!!

Before the movie started, me, Wei Ming and Aik Cheong went for a bite at Wendy's since we are kinda hungry, while the rest of the gang went for archery, from what Kien Sin told me...anyway, I too went to Popular bookstore with Wei Ming, Aik Cheong and Kien Sin appoximantely 30 minutes before the rendezvous time.

I read a PC magazine and I wanna recommand a few programmes to all my buddies out here.

1st program, CCleaner.

This program allows u to delete all the junks in your computer, such as internet history, the cache file, cookies, temperory internet files, etc etc. This kind of "junks" can take spaces up to 1GB in ur hard disk if u dun clean up ur PC regularly.

The link : http://www.ccleaner.com/

2nd program, Recuva

This program helps up recover deleted files from the recycle bin. For example, ur siblings or any1 deleted files that you need and and "emptied" the recycle bin, u can use this program to recover the lost file, juz like system recover, but shorter time.

The link : http://www.recuva.com/

Till next time, cya.

Pissed Morning....Bad Day....

2009-06-05T08:21:00.002+08:00

DAMN IT!! Wah lao...this morning i tried to participate in the Hitz.fm Morning Crew's game. The game is like this 1, they will play a person's laugh, then, you, as the player have to guess who is the person laughing. This laugh have been going on for a week ady, and nobody can guess it!! The prize money snowballs to RM 700!! RM 700 worth of pizza hut voucher, not cash!! Don't get over excited...

Anyway, I failed to enter the game...damn it...there was someone one step ahead of me!!! ARGH!!! I hear the tone on my phone, I was so happy ady, but then, when I listen back to the radio, the girl got the answer correct ady!! AHHH!!!!

There will be a next time I hope, I really want to treat my friends back for all the things they've done...

Frustration....frustration....frustration....nvm....I....go....play....Dragonica....

I'll be back....*Terminator Style*

~Random Post~

2009-06-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

OK, let me post up a random post since Fungi told me to post some, running out of blogs to read he says....hell right...=.=

Anyway...erm...um....er....there does not seem to be anything exciting lately...other then i developed a weird sleeping pattern. Sleeping around 3 am and waking up around noon. Hm...i muz hav caught fungi's vampirism disease. OK, thats not the point, I only got 3 weeks to turn this habit around b4 i go to UniTEN.

Seems like there will be a small groupie outing this saturday, go to sunway pyramid go watch movie!! YAY!! Out from home, phew! OK, now, come to think of it, since it is already past 12am, MY NEW LAPTOP IS COMING TODAY!! WHEEEEEEE!! DELL STUDIO 15!! wakakakaka!!! OK, its nothing to brag about...well, to be informed, I will not be staying at home once my collage life starts, instead, i'll be staying at a hostel...so i need a laptop to keep in touch with all my friends via MSN ya? And download movies via intranet too! haha

OK, Fungi, u get what u want, now, I wanna post a song that caught my ears recently~

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

2 Family Outings In A ROW!!

2009-05-30T22:42:00.004+08:00

Holy crap!! 2 family outing in a row?!! That is rare!! Anyway, yesterday, 28th May ya? I went to Mid Valley with my family to celebrate my dad's birthday...so, we got a choice of movie selection..

A) Terminator Salvation (I wanna watch)

B) Night In The Museum 2: Battle Of The Smithsonians

C) Monster VS Aliens

So, in the end, we went for Night In The Museum 2, it is a good movie to watch, and hilarious too!! Here is some spoliers *ahem* I mean, trailers~

OMFG!! The bobblehead Einsteins and 300 parody from Jedediah and Octavius IS SO NICE and FUNNY!!! Really, I recommend you all to watch this movie!! I personally made some animation out from the trailer...

me mini bobble-head Einsteins!!

and

haha, Dexter and Able both slapping the hero....

Kinda dissapointed cannot watch Terminator....but, there will be a chance!! RAWR!

OK, for today, was kinda surprising! Today, my dad also invited my 3rd aunts' family to an all-you-can eat buffet at Sunway Hotel Tower. Since my father is a Visa card holder for Standard Charted, he gets a 60% discount!! SO he booked for 9 person!! OMG! The food is like...SO FREAKKING NICE!!! Eat until so full!!! damn, I nv remembered eating until like that! The food was simply delicious!! I hope there is a next time!!

OK, eat till cannot eat anymore ady...time to go walk around, so me, alvin, allan and my cousin go for a stroll at sunway pyramid, bought some stuff for personal use...hehe...I will soon update the pictures about the food! Wait for the upload and drools ya!!

I Found This Video UBER CUTE!!!

2009-05-22T17:46:00.002+08:00

OK, I dunno what the monkey is doing...maybe it is playing with the 2 tiger cubs, or it is trying to protect its territory...

However, I find this other video kinda weird....

Wow, so it is true, monkey see, monkey do~

Money, Money, Money, Its A Rich Man's World~~ ^^v

2009-05-20T10:04:00.005+08:00

Weng Lam~~ Ya owe me money~~Where is my RM 1, 000~~ Wakakakaka~

Previously, u said in ya blog that its impossible to learn how to fold an origami rose from the internet ya? U even stated that learning from other people will take a long time...ok, fine, I took up ya challange, look up da internet and i found various guides teaching ya how to fold an origami rose.

So, now that i hav done it, will u giv me my money? If ya wan proof....

Though, it is not as nice as yours, i roughly did it...while u want to giv to someone important. So nice or not nice, the main point is, IT IS A ROSE!!!

Nothing is impossible.....if u are willing to learn...even the worst methods can mean something to u...

Anyway, juz forget about the money la....at least i learned something new...useful anot, i dunno yet....go belanja leost makan la...

I am BACK!! PERMENENTLY!!! (Ver. 2.0)

2009-05-10T23:35:00.013+08:00

*Added More Pictures And Stories*

WARNING!! EXTREMLY LONG POST!! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!

The Bravo Warriors!!

Phew....2 months in PLKN...finally i am out!! Why would i say so you might ask?? Reasons are simple~

1. Most of the chinese population are out, those left as the baddies (samsengs, gangsters, etc etc), if you wan me to mix with them? no way!! I dun wan to be another "Jeevanesan"!!

2. I injure my back in PLKN!!! It hurts!! ARGH!!!!

3. All my friends are going out!! the malays, chinese and indians!!!

4. Kembara Halangan and Tali Tinggi cannot play, not safe enough to get the letter of approval!!

See why i go out? There are no activities left for me to play, so why should i bother to push myself even more? My back aches because I pushed myself far beyond my limits, need to see doctor ady de! Moreover, no friends in PLKN sucks!! =x

My pals.....gonna miss them *sobs*

More of them, WAAAA I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!!

Anyway, I am going to start my story, so brace yourselves!!!

1st of all, I wanna brag about my promotion~~ wakakakaka!!!!! From Head Of Dorm, I got promoted into Deputy In Command Squad!! The only male chinese to hold this position!! zzz!!

My sexy badge!! Haha!!

To tell the truth, I was also very surprise to me that teacher asked me to hold this position where there much more better candidates then me...(=.='').

I just shot the Colt M16 last week!! And I WAS FREAKKING FUN TO PLAY WITH!!! Live ammunations, no chalks!! But....i only get 64/100 marks...ok, i know i suck...pls dun critic me anymore!!

Anyway, after the Qing Ming holidays, I went back to camp ya? This time, Me and Arvind (one of my indian friends, Charlie Deputy In-Command Squad) waged war with the camp administators. We wrote a letter and made petitions for the trainess to sign about our discontent with the food in da canteen!! I still got the photo copy of the letter and the petition signed by the trainees with me~ As the older generations like to say, if u wanna eat, u hav to work for it!!

And our food really taste better from that time onwards (after we sent the letter and petition). Even the canteen slash prices on the can drinks (originally RM2 per tin), now got offer, 2 tins for RM3 or 2 tins for RM4 + a 500ml mineral water. Impressive eh? Work for your food!! Dun sit around!! the world won't change like that!!

Life in NS is not that bad once we get use to it......meet my boss, the penghulu of the camp (rank 4)

I dun know why he pose until like this....

My Boss, Abdul Rahman, i respect him fully from the bottom of my heart!! He is a very good person, too bad he hav to leave too under education circustances, but he usues the form 6 letter as a ticket to go out too, like me, both of us dun plan to go for form 6.

Back to character building classes, it actually has 2 different modules. The 1st module uis about knowing yourself better. The second modue is about knowing the people around you better. Its almost as the same as the Program Maju Diri we had in school, but the only difference is the method they teach!!! Its kinda fun if u really join in the crowd and go with the flow...I might complain or resist abit at 1st, but once i adapt to it...I simply juz join the crowd go bananas with them~

Ok, after the character building classes, we hav the Intergration Classes (Kelas Intergrasi). This class consist of 3 modules, The Religion, The Culture and The Duty Of Man and Women. My teacher was Cikgu Hamzahri, he promised to send me the photoes he took during the class, but i hav yet to recieve any...*sobs*. Anyway this class promotes understanding between each races about their religion and all that stuff la. It also teaches us about the duty of man and women in today's society, which i disagree with some of them since i believe in equal treatment for everyone. They are trying to brainwash me!!! ARGH!! NOOOOOO!! Thank god I am those kind hard head people~

The last day of the Intergration Class, each class ( 7 classes all) hav to do a performance. On that current day, we hav self-defence performance, tarian joget, boria (my groupie, i got dance too!!), tarian kuda kepang, tarian hindu, dikir barat, and persembahan perkahwinan!! That very day was fun!! Alot of perople enjoyed it!! We were cheering and shouting all the way after one performance end and we did the same with the next!

After the intergration classes, we hav the Nationality Classes (Kelas Kenegaraan), which u all know, teaches us to be patriotic and all those kind of crap. This time, me and Rahman is in the same class, together, we ROCKED the class!! Teacher was also quite happy with our performance in class, they admit it themselves~~ hohohoho~~ OK, OK, I might not be the joker type in school ya? But i am in NS, no one knows me there, i can freely be who-so-ever i want to~ This class teaches us about, Communication (Perhubungan), Mother Land (Tanah Air), People (Rakyat), Government (Kerajaan), Sovereignty (Kedaulatan), Internal Challanges ( Cabaran Dalam Negara) and External Challenges (Cabaran Luar Negara). I din't manage to finish the class since I left camp early...but the activites were fun, VERY fun....

We also got water sports in camp, there was an inter-company competition where each company competes with each other in kayak single, kayak double and rafting. As for me, i participated in the rafting competition and we won 2nd place~

Lookie, the one on the right side, 1st person is me~

There is still alot of things to talk about, but to make long stories short, i can summerize that the activities maybe childish and all, but they acutually got a deep meaning behind it. The physical activities such as creativity sport such as Aprem and Water Rescue requires teamwork and intelligence from the participating members, therefore, we cannot rely on pure brute strength. Most of the physical activities need teamwork, or else we will fail, there was never a one-man-show in the activity....

Just last Friday, my camp held a merentas desa activity, i participated as well, the course in my camp is up hill and down hill all the way, up, down, up, down, up, down~ the course should be around 3km~5km. I clocked a time of 15 minutes 55 seconds, seems like i am rusting ady...apart from that, i pushed myself beyond my limits again...till now my back aches....haiz...

Weng Lam, Jeeva, i hope u guys experience the same thing as i do in camp, u guys remember the chicken dance? Its very funny~ here is the video i picked from youtube, not my camp though...

Yes, i know it looks lame, but, sometimes, we juz need to relieve ourself from our stress with some laughter ya? And then, we hav the tarian poco-poco!!!

This video is from my camp, but its the 1st batch de....all these dance was taught by Cikgu Thambi!! Very sporting old fella!! Sangat gatal too!!! =X.

I guess I am done for now...I'll put up more photoes when i am free, oh yar, as promised, the flag that i "designed"~

Ok, here is more to come, haha...I guess the story never ends~ Anyway, i guess i'll start off by introducing some of my teachers....

Yer....I hav to leave my good teachers...I m in their debt forever....

Ok, I won't be saying all the teachers la...juz those i know well, the picture is just for show, the teachers I am going to say some may not be in the picture, to my PLKN friends who is reading my blog, if u guys wanna add anything, leave a message and some description in my chatbox~

1st of all, I wanna say is my camp's Ketua Jurulatih (KJ), Cikgu Mat Nor...he was a very good teacher, he likes to tell stories about his expirence and all....he is very strict when he is on duty, but he is very kind during off duties. He even assisted me and Arvind wage war against the camp adminstrators.

Then, i got Cikgu Hafiz!! My Character Building Class teacher~ Well, between the 3 teachers in my class, he is the only male...haha...anyway, he is a great person, very sporting, likes to join in the fun and also make funny gerak ceria's every morning~~ Kehidupan seorang Mat Rempit, Postman, Jurulatih PLKN, Pelatih PLKN, seorang Perompak, etc etc, alot more things he done. When he teaches, he sometime gets 'jammed' haha, tergugap-gugap~

Then, I also got Cikgu Huda for Character Building class~ As same as Cikgu Hafiz, she is always smiling and likes to joke around. The weird thing is, not matter how many times I gone against her facts (haven got use to the class yet that time, I was quite rebellious). She still stood by her facts and try to convince me about her facts...such dedicated teachers are hard to come by ya? Anyway, the 1st thing she taught me in CB classes are "tiada yang betul and tiada yang salah", there is no right answer nor there is a wrong answer...i dun really understand at 1st, but then, i come to relieze, that there is no right or no wrong in myself, it juz see if i want to do it anot.

Next, Cikgu Mila....she recently got married last month (congratz to her). Surprisingly, I though I wouldn't see my teachers again after the CB classes again due to shuffle students and teachers. But lucky for me, I got back Shenn, Que and Cikgu Mila for Nationality Class~ Cikgu Mila is a very straight foward and scary teacher!! She may look sweet and nice from the outside (she is), but told us this during class..."jika kamu nak tidur, boleh, cikgu akan tulis nama kamu supaya esok kamu boleh berehat di kem and tidak perlu pergi ke khidmat komuniti esok". Wahh!!! Khidmat Komuniti who dun wanna go orh??!! Its a real threat!! Anyhow, she is still a great teacher~

Cikgu Thambi!! I never get bored of him~ He is always full of jokes~ HE even got his own tepuk sorakan!!

Tepuk, tepuk Cikgu Thambi!!

*Clap**Clap*

*Batuk**Batuk*

*Clap**Clap*

Terhegeh-hegeh

*Clap**Clap*

Jangan Kau Menduga Aku!

Haha, it was really funny!! He always say saya batuk dua kali kamu sudah siap!! Or, when we are slow, he will always say terhegeh-hegeh!! That word seem to be a trademark in Kem Titian Bintangor now~ And if we go against his orders, he will shout as us, JANGAN KAU MENDUGA AKU!! Cikgu Thambi is also a womanizer, he likes to disturb the girls and he gets jelous whne we do so...haha, he hands out work for us to do when we are talking with the girls such as picking up the trash and all...

Then, Cikgu Naziman...also a very nice teacher, but very strict!! His trademark is, "Kamu sporting dengan saya. saya sporting dengan kamu". OK la, when he is sporting he is really fun to fool around with~ But when is mad, he is scary!! And he always say "kamu langsung tidak sporting dengan saya!!". Cikgu Naziman is very special somehow!! You cannot tell the difference between him and other trainees in the camp!! If he sits in your dormitory, you wouldn't notice him since we would think he is juz another trainee!!!

Cikgu Firdaus, my dormitory teacher....a very tall teacher, as tall as Aik Cheong I think, oh well, if there is anything wrong about the dorm and all, the 1st person he will find is me (=.=''). That time I was still the Head Of Dorm I think...but after that he still relies on me on the dorm activities, what happen to the new Head Of Dorm?! Having morning exercises with him is fun~ He does all kind of heavy training, usually like raising your leg six inch from the ground and all kind of stuff~~ With him, we also go jogging out from the camp!! That day, we shouted!! "Ada lebuhraya di depan!! Cepat!! Kita Lari!!". That was really a spirit booster~ We ran all the way till the edge!!

Cikgu Supa'at, the teacher who gave me my rank, I am most in debt to him for giving me the chance to lead my fellow comrades and gain new expiriences as well. This teacher is abit soft, his voice is also quite slow, but deep down inside, for all we know that we know that he care for us....the rank he gav me gave me alot of trouble...people start calling me names...especially the malays, they thought I "rampas" Hafizul's rightful rank for being the Deputy In-Command Squad. Hafizul was caught for smoking, therefore teacher took away the rank, they do not understand this fact....and yet...they called me "Gila Kuasa". I do not blame them for calling me names, but I juz wish they understand the true story behind it....

I guess I am done for my favourite teachers, if i left out any, most proberly i forgotten since I am writing this at night...blur ady~

Me and Rahman, who says a Chinese and Malay cannot be jokers together?!

Me and Deputy Chief~ The sole chinese with the highest rank *salutes*

Lookie~ Its OBAMA!!

Very ulu de place hor~~ I am surrounded by trees~

From Left, Kian Hoe, Ah Khien and Ah Jin~

From Left, Kian Hoe, Ah Jin, Ah Foong and Ah Fu

My good pals....I'll miss them....

Ah Jin

Ah Loong

Ah Zhuang (Fei Zi Zhuang)

Ah Pok (not pork!!)

Ah Bing ( Xiao Bing/ Bing Gan)

Ah Hao (Chinese Chess King, pro ma)

Ah Foong (The Invincible Wushu Kid)

There is alot more friends I i wish to show, but I do not have their photoes for now...I do not put your photoes does not mean I am not your friend. Biar hilang di mata, jangan hilang di hati!! Ok, update till version 2 is here only...most likely version 3 will come...too tired to continue to blog ady...zzzz

Ciaoz

Editted I Am BACK!! For 3 Days...

2009-04-03T14:11:00.004+08:00

Added some pictures and written more stuff at the bottom.

Lookie~ Its Me~ Without My Hair!!

Hey all!! I am back for the Ching Ming festive season, though its only 3 days, i guess it is enough to rest abit...haha. Beware, this is going to be a really long post, brace yourself 1st!!

Oh well, I'll take back what i say about NS earlier, NS is not that bad after all...

The 1st two days were abit boring since we hav to wait for all the trainees to arrive, so i got nothing to do, thank god Weng Lam to me to bring some books to read, or i'll be growing mould over there.

Kem Titian Bintangor's food is horrible for 1st notice, we kinda suspect that the canteen manager is eating out daily funds...(greedy malay pig!). Everyday eat almost the same thing, there are even times where the rice smells "basi" or the vegetables are rotten!! For me, i din eat during those times, no appetite after seeing the food. The canteen is full of house flies and they dun even bother to buy a bloody bug zapper!! Kampung people still using fly stickers one!! The trainers there are all Malays, but there are also very nice, friendly and funny too! Juz like a summer camp!

My dorm on the other hand, was kinda busted as well...the lockers are damaged, some cannot lock, the bed boards some break into half ady, the walls are cracked (I'm sleeping directly beneeth it!) and its very hot during the afternoons while freakking cold in the night!! Bloody forest de camp!! My dorm juz got "attacked" by monkeys a few days back, they ate most of out reserved supplies of food!! Anway, the people in my dorm are all friendly de, got malay and indians too (so as chinese of coz), made friends with almost all of them!

Kinda Looks Like A Detention Center Dormitory. ^^v

Its My Locker!! Its Vandalized By Previous Trainees~ =)

Anyway, back to camp..my camp 1st batch trainees got 1 "wira" that has mental problem!! So here is the story!! He got scolded by the trainers and got very annoyed, so, he broke all the toilet doors at all 8 dormitories!!! So, now bath is very open, and if u wanna crap, u also need to place the door infront of u, haha!

The activities were fun, especially the KKJ!! KKJ is the Kontrak Kita Janji, and i was in the Bravo companies drawing crew!! No picture of the flag right now, i promise i'll post it one day!! My team also made me to present the flag!! I was on stage and my hands were shaking like shitty!! HAHA!! Coz i m a cowardly type person by nature ma...

Recently, i juz finish the modul 1 for the Character Building classes...i hav to confess, though there were times it was boring, i learned something in that class....the very last sub-modul, Imej Lawan Diri Sendiri Sebenar ( Your Image Against Your True Self). I finally understood the emptiness that hav always been left as nothingess in my heart....I finally understood the answer...that I hate who I am now, and I want a CHANGE! Its not going to be easy though...

Apart from that, I also went for Buddhist Teaching Classes on Fridays and Saturdays, there they talked Mandrin, but thank god i understand them, all thanks to my secondary school chinese friends!! ALL OF THEM!! They gave me a book regarding Buddhism teaching on the 1st class, since I was bored, I started reading it, I found it interesting and asked for more books (english version for "bananas" like me) to read!! I guess i m greedy by nature, they are giving the books for free anyway~

I learnt something there too...the history of Buddhism, that Buddhist is not a religion nor a philosophy but a teaching. The more I read the books, the more I started to think, the more I started to wonder, all the attachments that I have left in this world...I kinda feel sorry for myself for learning this kinda of so late...

One day, I was in the canteen drinking tea while reading newspaper (I am not OLD OK?), suddenly i saw Jeevanesan's name!! I spitted the tea I was drinking when I read that he was beat up!! God damn I was angry that day...but i kept my temper to myself....so no harm done...

BTW, eLmo, I heard what u say to my sister when she told me about it when they came and vist me last Sunday. You think I can really get a girl in NS meh?? The rules are so tight!! The male and females cannot mix together de!! If seen together in a very close manner, straight call the parents!! But, I still got 2 months in the camp, so you'll nv know what I'll do ya? Anyway, I ady made friends in da camp de, males also got females also got, but for females, I got 2 of their e-mail addresses ady (both also chinese) =X.

For now, I m juz trying to build a reputation for myself in the camp so that I will gain respect from other while respecting others. I've been entrusted with many difficult task and so far, none has failed. I wanna share a wonderful experience I had in the camp. We were asked to select 5 male and female from each company (Alpha, Bravo, Charlie and Delta) to meet up with the Camp Commandant to hold a meeting. I was asked to represent the Bravo company, not only by the chinese, but also the malays and indians!! They even told me that they will support me from the back!! All of them wrote down their comments, complains and critics about the camp and gav it to me, so, i gotta do what i gotta do right? The day came when we must hold the meeting, all the representitives fired at the commandant at full power!! Too much complains, haha!! each company was supoporting each others statement, I guess all of us feels the same thing...

I was a leader for many activities and small groupies ady...now I wanna aim for the best I can be and leave no regrets behind!! I got a teacher called Cikgu Thambi, he is VERY strict, but sometimes, he is fun! He tought us the tarian poco-poco and the "chicken dance". Since I'll be in the camp for only 3 months, I joined the crowded and danced with them (very unlike me, I know).

I also wanna thank Evonne for always finding the time to SMS with me....on Saturdays...or I'll be really bored!!! Wheee~~ Editting time, anyway, time to continue my story~. Last Sunday, during Hari Keluarga, my family came and visit me and they brought home made food with them!! OMFG!! I FEEL SO ALIVE!! They also broke the news that I recieved the accpetance letter from UTAR and UniTEN. I was so freakking HAPPY!! My dad also help me register at UniTEN ady, so I guess it is off to UniTEN I go.

I just came home yesterday around noon, and then few hours later, I recieve a phone call from UniTAR (Universiti Tunku Abdul Razak) asking me if I have recieved their acceptance letter. I was like WTF?! But I rejected them telling them I m going to UniTEN. Then I went a search for the UniTAR letter, and OMG!! I really saw it!! The freakking letter!! =X. Oh well, what done is done, haha~

So far, there hav nothing much happening in my camp, other then a boy running away from camp, and a girl got possessed. Oh well, I guess those are normal, nothing to be surprised about. The boy who ran away came back and he lived to tell the tale. From our camp, he ran to the North-South Highway (its juz beside my camp) and walked all the way to Alor Gajah. From there, he took a bus at the terminal and went back home. When he reached back home, his parents took him back to camp. Oh, he was declared MIA from camp for 10 days. Some of my friends also say that my dorm's toilet is haunted as they felt the ghost. Oh well, there is no turning back now, I juz gotta face it like a man. =X

Going back around tml noon (its April 4th now). Gonna miss everyone again, especially her.

Till next time, I'll bring more pictures as I got a break around May. =)

My Last Post For 3 Months....

2009-03-18T13:23:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody....as stated as above, i m going to leave my blog to dust for 3 months time...cause i m going to NS...damn NS...wasting tax payers money, wasting my time...anyway, enough with the complains, there is no turning back now...what done is done.

The NS letter they sent to me...i din even bother to do as they instructed....1st of all, i din even open my bank account...Chiew Foong told me the nearest Agro Bank from Puchong is in Seputeh. WTF!! I dun wanna go to Seputeh juz to do my NS stuff, so i choose to ignore it, Weng Lam says its okay anyway. Next the medical check up form, i choose to ignore it, why u way ask? Because it requires an approval from a GOVERNMENT hospital and it takes a freakking long time juz for ur turn! And anyhow, i m physically fit and healthy, so there is no need for the checkup. Jeevaraj told me its fine anyway.

NS is going to take me away for 3 months...its a long time, so i will like to dedicate this song to all my friends out there!!

If I do not survive NS...this proves that i am weak...oh well, my fate is destined, if i die, i might as well juz say au revoir here. Any critics, ill wishes, happy wishes, pls leave a mark at my chat box.

Au Revoir!!

SPM RESULTS!!!

2009-03-15T19:18:00.003+08:00

OMG!! I din post this the moment i got my results coz my internet connection was terminated since i m going to move to a new house!! Still no connection there, blogging in my grandma's house now...leave a comment anyway =).

My SPM result....was like crap!! It was least then what i expected to get!! I was expecting 6A1's, but i only got 5A1's, so dissapointing!!

B. Malaysia - B4
English - A1
1119 - A2
EST - A1
Moral - A1
Add Maths - B3
Physics - B3
Biology - B4
Chemistry - B4
History - A1
Modern Maths - A1

I was expecting A1 for BM too...*sniffs*

Anyway, i would like to congratulate all my friends who got more 'A's then me~ Siew Chin, Aik Cheong, Chiew Foong, Evonne, Kien Sin, Wei Ming, Tian Ai, Zi Hui, Ivy, Sheng Yong, Wai Leong, Si Mun, and alot more, couldn't remember all! =)

Anyway, i rly became very EMO when i got home!! The shock of the results really took a toll on my health...got a bloody headache and then a fever (-.-''). Now got cough, haha...

After I got my results, I went home, then i start to get a slight headache....i choose to ignore the pain, so i went online and chat abit with Aik Cheong, Xin Min and Evonne. I think i choose a bad time to talk to Evonne that current day....being emo is really not a right time to talk to her i guess....

Evonne, i m sorry that i acted like that when i chatted with you, perhaps u can juz ignore what i say during that time? I was seriously not being myself that time, i shouldn't hav talk all those problems infront of u, makes me look stupid eh?? Anyway, thx for spending your precious time talking to me and cheering me up, i really appreciate it. Since i seen you in tears before, i guess that makes us even huh? And i really meant it when i say i liked you (as what you think for urself la)~

However, my situation now hangs in a balance and i muz fight for my higher education, and i got NS to think about!! Oh btw, Evonne, pen knives are not allowed in the camp, thx for the thought anyway.

On to the next topic, moved to the new house anyway!! YAY!! GOT MY OWN ROOM!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!

No internet connection!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
No Astro!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
NO TV signal (antenna)!!NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Elmo, i am busy nowdays, sry i couldn't post any pictures...

Time is cutting short on me now...sry i couldn't stay and talk longer...

This is most proberly my last post, going to NS doesn't mean i'll come back in one piece though, there is a slight chance i might die, since my luck is so bad to begin with, wish me luck! Seriously, i might die...

Till next time, bye bye~

Random Post

2009-03-07T15:36:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!! SPM results are coming out on the 12th of March!!

Hm...need to stay calm...relax....CALM!!

My mind is going nuts juz thinking about it...wanna sleep also so hard...

so scared I screw up my SPM....

To me, I will juz be applying loans to continue my studies, a scholarship seems impossible for me.. with the quota, results and competitions around....

Anyway, NS is due in a forthnight...letter also haven recieve yet...

Life sucks, end of story.

OMG OMG!! I Found Something Nice To Play With!!

2009-03-02T22:51:00.004+08:00

Create your own posters!! Here!!

If I Were the Boss

2009-03-01T21:20:00.003+08:00

Yo wassup!! My blog has been dead for quite some time ady!! I guess its time to update it!

It seems that the topic has no relevence with what i am typing right now....that comes later~

Lets go back to 1 week ago!! I went to sunway lagoon wif my buddies (yay)!!

No pictures added, coz i m too lazy to upload...mayb next time 1st...or go to eLmo's blog via the link below over at "My Blogs List"...

Anyway, it was fun, i hav to admit it though...we pushed wai mun over the edge by making him sit the pirate's revenge and tomahawk with us~ IT SPINS 360 degree!! WOOTS!! UBER HIGH!! I was sitting beside wai mun and he 'ahhhh' in such a monotone way =.=''. Hey wai mun, if u are reading this, try some voice practices, express ur emotions in a better way!

Finally, after long last, i got my P license ady!! this means i can drive by the law...but who the hell follows the law anyway?? I am sure many of u don't....=X

My work in MPOB is finally done (still get full payment) now i got 3 weeks worth of rest before i go for NS! Its a whole new adventure and of course, a summer camp~

On the last day of work, boss treated us for some pizza. I wish that Kimi can send me the photoes...i think i can ask Tian Ai for that, since the are soooooooooo "close". Tian Ai, if u are reading this, take note that the black mail photoes are ready to go on, my blog any time!!

Hm...its already march, and i hav to shift house on the 13th....haiz...this will take our distances even further....but closer to kien sin's =X. Gonna miss my old home though...

Last but not least, a video from JJ and Ean, the hitz.fm morning crew, a parody they made called If I Were The Boss from If I Were A Boy from beyonce, enjoy!

I'll get the lyrics later and if u wan the song, e-mail me, i'll send it to u. Till next time, cya!

I PASSED MY TEST!!

2009-02-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG~~!!

THE LONG AWAITED MOMENT HAS ARRIVED!!

I FINALLY PASSED MY P LICENSE TEST!!!

*Ahem* sry, i got ahead of myself.

Anyway, now i need to wait 1 week to get my P license, and then, i can drive~ wootz!!

Till next time~

Music To My Ears~

2009-02-16T20:40:00.002+08:00

I heard music in my ears~

The fucked up "Headmistress" of SMK Seksyen 1 Bandar Kinrara is finally leaving!! I wonder, does she even have the right to be called a "Headmistress"? I think our classical Nor Zaini can do a better job then her...no kidding!

Since I hav finally reached the subject of the "current" headmistress, there is somethings that I wanna poke out about her 1st.

First of all, SHE IS A FUCKING RACIST!!!

School soccer team, majority is Malay, therefore, she sponsers the uniforms.

School basket ball team, majority is Chinese, thus the fight for free jerseys hav been rejected, but instead, she called them to share with the soccer team. WHO THE HELL DOES THAT?! DON'T SHE KNOW THAT SOCCER AND BASKET BALL ARE 2 DIFFERENT SPORTS?! SCREW HER!!

Moreover the school taekwando team needs funds to travel around representing the school for competition. Our request were also denied, since the majority of the team is Chinese, no doubt about that. Thus we hav to dig money outta the club money!! WHAT A FUCKING BITCH!

Moreover, remember Yashovan?? Hm...very unlikely for me to drag a dead man into my post, but, for the sake of critics, who cares~

The grills connecting each block of the schools were always locked! Students have to climb up and down juz to get from 1 block to the other block. Even teachers hav difficulties climbing the stairs and it delays the classes time!! What about those pregnant teachers??!! Therefore I can conclude that the school has no brains!!

I wanna save the critics for another time! Anything u guys wanna say juz place it on my chatbox!

To all the teachers reading this post (if any), be thankful for the "headmistress" hav left the school!

Till next time!

Valentine's Day.....

2009-02-15T10:28:00.001+08:00

Ah crap. din manage to update my blog yesterday... RAWR! Anyway, ytd was 14th February, which was suppose to be Valentine's Day. BUT! The day b4 that was Friday the 13th!! LOL!!

Oh well, the my whole life (up-to-date) Valentine's Day has been a very lonely day for me~ lol!! So, i prefer to lock myself up in the room the whole day. I'm sure I m not the only one who feel like that, coz i know alot of people who are also very lonely yesterday~

Anyway, no chocolates yesterday but at least there was a Happy Valentine's Day wishing from one of my friend. Well, at least that is something, better then nothing....=X

Going to take my P license examination next Tuesday...so anxious!! so sacred!! Anyway, on the road also pao ady 1....so i dun even care much, but muz put on a show....

Till next time, cya'll!!

Updateless....

2009-02-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i update my blog...well, looks like its dying anyway~

Recieved my pay-cheque a week ago...i was like OMG!! So happy!! Too bad i can't use it, all masuk bank ady~

Work was tiring as usual, lucky got friends to chat or else rly boring!

The 15th day of CNY is coming, therefore, no more angpaos ady...sobs!!

The 5th day of CNY was fun, 1 whole gang going over to chiew foong's place, gambling, having fun... i wish more of those times can come again.

Ok, i got a scheme and i was wonder if u guys wanna take part in it, better tell me by leaving a message in my chat box so i can do a head count! My scheme is....

TAKING PART IN STAR NIE PROGRAMME

We will register our names under my brother or sister who is still in school and get the news paper from them and send them by using the school's name.

However, when the pizza coupon arrives, I will juz claim it from my siblings. Then we can hav another gathering outside for free (makan only, pizza ma). So, you guys are in or out? Some out ya'll might hav siblings in da school too, make good use of their status as students.

Till next time, cya~

HAPPY CNY!!

2009-01-26T13:11:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone!! HAPPY CNY!! Wishing u all prosperity and happiness all year long~~

Start Work!! Wootz!!

2009-01-19T00:08:00.003+08:00

Oh Mai Gawd!! So long din update my blog ady, guess i m juz too busy lazying around.

Anyway, today i got something to write on (finally). I will be starting work on 19th of January~~

Waited so long ady now only can work and i hav to resign the end of next month.

Why? Coz i got NS la!! Stupid government.......

Word is, Weng Lam is coming back next week for the Chinese New Year holidays, so long din see (chat) with him ady (-.-''). I wonder how is he doing in NS.... fun, or not fun at all......

Oh well, need to wake up on 5.30am starting on Monday, juz like old times when i used to go to school.....

Till next time, cya~~

Yes Man!

2009-01-04T13:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was so fun~

Went to watch Yes Man wif my family in Mid Valley.

Well, this story talks about Carl (Jim Carrey) who denies everything in life, which made life seem like hell (IMO). So, his friend appeared and recommended him to join a seminar called the YES MAN! Now, he has to say YES to every oppertunity and request that appears to him, now matter how much he hates it. So, see his life change with YES in a very funny way!!

Spoliers till here only, full info, go watch the movie~

Till next time, cya~

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T10:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

But before that, lets go back to 31st December 2008.

Sheng Yong organised a steamboat party to celebrate New Year.

It was really fun, since everybody is rushing to get their food~

When midnight strikes, fireworks displays were seen at 4 locations.

Sheng Yong's house is really a strategic location to see the fireworks displays.

We can directly see the fireworks display in KLCC.

Not to mention we also celebrated Vone Deng's birthday!! She is finally 17 years old~

The cheese cake was nice, but also very fattening, need to exercise ady!!

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New Year
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A new year, a new resolution. So far so good, nothing nice for the new year except for yesterday's event.

Going to work soon......

Till next time, cya~

Updates Again!!

2008-12-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

Wow, i felt like my blog is dying, i need to do something!! So what else is there to do, update of coz~

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Christmas Day
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Wonderful day, for me at least, becoz i made some1 happy, very happy i mean. I wun say who, dun be so ba gua~ XD

Of coz, what is Christmas without christmas dinner~~~

I went to my neighbours house for the christmas dinner and it was SOOOOOOOOOO NICE!! FTW!!!

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Today, Listened to Theory And Practical
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OMFG!! So bored for 6 hours!!! I can feel that the lecturers are doing their best to keep us (the people) awake by cranking up some jokes or funny pointers, but i juz can't resist the temptation to take a nap!!

Anyway, i met an old friend today, i also dun wanna say her name~

Now, i hav to wait for 2 weeks b4 i get my L license, i can relax, sweet~

Till then, bb~

Updates!!

2008-12-23T00:05:00.003+08:00

Wow, so long I din update my blog ady.

As promised, presenting, my doggie~~

quite a mutt isn't he? this dog mayb small, but it has a VERY annoying bark, intruders beware!

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Next up, my undang test~

I got 45/50, i was like so shocked!!

I din even study!! I juz dumped the 500 questions book 1 side of my bed room, and it can't find it ady!!

Anyway, passed ady, feeling so chi gek now, going for the 6 hour course soon!! argh!!

Till better things to talk about, cya~

Yay, new doggie~~

2008-12-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today was a fine day, very fine indeed.

Finally I got a new dog to play with.

To bad its not the my dream dog, a golden retriever (drools) but instead, my dad got a silky terrier instead. I'll post the pictures tomorrow, let it be groomed 1st.

Now, let the battke between cat(s) and dog begin~~

XD

Today's Outing~~

2008-12-10T19:54:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeee~

Today I went to Sunway Pyramid under the Taekwando Club's name for year end party time!! Wootzies!!

Lets see who went, if i can remember correctly...

Me (obviously)
Allan, my younger bro
Chiew Foong
Wai Leong
Jun Jet
Eugene
May Kwan
Lai Kwan
Yik Fui
Siew Mun
Yee Lin
Kah Yee
Kit Chun
Evon Loi
Sheen (Evon's Friend, Ithink thats howto spell her name)

I think thats all....bad memory for me....XD

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First of all, I want to talk about yesterday night, but before that, some introductions of the cause of the events turmoil.

To begin, Sir (dun wanna mention his name, ruin his reputation later) told us that he was going to treat us for the party. And so, we were all happy-go-lucky kinda attitude and we went there. Actually, none of us even thought of bringing over RM 100 over there.

So, it was decided that the party will be held on

Date : 10th December 2008 (today)
Venue : Sunway Pyramid
Time : 11.00 am

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Event Turmoil
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Yesterday night, sir called me and we had this conversation

Sir : Hello, Andy?
Me : Yes Sir?
Sir : Andy, do you have a bank account?
Me : Er...yes sir, but its not an ATM account.

I kinda knew where this conversation was going, so I decided to find out more, curiosity keeps us moving foward, at the same time, curiosity killed the cat. Two idioms clashing together, funny huh? So this proves that it is ok to be curious, but there is a limit to your curiosity.

Sir : Do you know anybody with an ATM account?
Me : Sir, why would you want our ATM accounts for?
Sir : I cannot attend the party tomorrow, so i am going to deposit "some" money into one of you accounts.
Me : Oh, OK.

I KNEW IT!! Sir couldn't come to the party!! So, when he say he was going to deposit some money, i just thought it will be ok lo. Then, i go around asking the participants who will be attending tml's party. At last!! Found out that May Kwan has an ATM account. So I went and told her

Me : May Kwan, can you pass sir your account number so that sir can deposit money into it?
May Kwan : For what orh?
Me : Sir cannot go to the party tomorrow ma!! So he give us money in advance 1st lo.
May Kwan : Oh ok.
Me : Text sir your account number, cause if speak on phone might make a mistake, then transfer into wrong account.
May Kwan : Ok.
Me : Tell me later when sir reply.

So, the most unpredictable thing was the amount of money sir was going to cash in. An hour later, May Kwan SMS-ed me (couldn't reply, phone no credit). This is was she wrote.

I'll bank in RM 50 for your party (from sir)

I was like WTFOMGBBQPAWNZ! What the fuck are we going with RM 50? Then I count back the number of people going. Its not even enough to feed each of our mouths!! So, back to the drawing board (online) and discuss with the President( Wai Leong) and Vice-President ( Chiew Foong). So its decided that we will fork out our own money and pay for the food and entertainment in Sunway Pyramid.

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Next Day (Go Sunway)
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Yay, go Sunway time my dad is taking me, my younger bro, wai leong, and chiew foong go. We were suppose to be there by 1100 hours, but we reached there early so we thought of going to the McDonalds 1st, then wemet Eugene near the evalator and the 5 of us went to McDonalds, but no one was there, so Eugene susgested that we go hit the arcade while we wait for them. So we went to the arcade, I play until crazy ady with Chiew Foong, since he wanna go over the limits, might as well join him and go bananas!!

Play till half-way, Lai Kwan called me....got scolded by her, the reason? For making her wait at McDonalds?! Its unreasonable ("-.-) we went there and nobody was there so, we waited out and got bored and hit the arcade, whats wrong with that?! Ah well, got scolded anyway...zzz. Luckily, they were handing free theSUN newspapers in McDonalds, so I took the liberty of taking one for free and begin to read it. My friends thought I was weird (I seriously think I was) for reading the newspaper. Haiz, what can do, getting old ma!

So slowly by slowly, everybody meets at McDonalds. Since sir sponsored only RM 50, and we have to conserve every single cent. So I only eat a bowl of McDonald's porridge which bloody cost me RM 3.00 and yet to add 10% service tax and 5% government tax!! Anyway, it was ok, what made me full was the continuous free refills at McDonalds!! GOD BLESS MCDONALDS!!
OK, its time for us to go out saperate ways. Lai Kwan wants to go to the Red Box and sing karaoke, I rejected cause I can't sing at all.

So, me, Allan, Chiew Foong, Wai Leong, May Kwan, Jun Jet and Eugene went for the movies. OK, here comes another conflict, some of us already watched some movies which others wanna watch, so the best solution, watch an "unknown" movie. Well, we watched the Wild Child. My viewers ratings.....3/5 for an average movie. Before the movie, I went to reload my phone, and guess who I saw, I saw Siew Chin and Evonne going up the escalator towards the cinema!! I was dumbfolded the moment I was Siew Chin and Siew Chin saw me!! What a coincidence!! Too bad I din see them after that, lol.

After the movie, we went to the archery range!! YAY!! 1st time plays the bow and arrow!! it was quite fun! RM 99.00 for 250 arrows, so its it 50 arrows per head since Eugene and Jun Jet went to the arcades again ("-.-). The game was short but VERY FUN!! My arm hurts after that though, and it won't stop shaking, my body problems are getting worse, need to see a doctor soon, but its impossible to convince my dad if there is anything wrong with me.

Next, we went to play table pool after meeting up with Eugene and Jun Jet. Damn, I can't get use to that place! The second handed smoke smell lingers around. So I went for a stroll around Jusco and bought a bottle of Lipton Green Tea (yummy TEA!!). After that, we went down to Jusco's food court to eat, it was expensive and seriously unappetizing!! Thank god I din't buy any food.
The day ends just like that. From then onwards, it time to pack our bags, and take a hike home!

Going Education Fair again this Friday or Saturday~
Then going PC Fair on Saturday or Sunday~

Waaa, type so much, I don't think any1 will read also lo.....
Till next time, ciaoz!

HOLY !@#$

2008-12-07T21:02:00.003+08:00

Shitty shitty bang bang!! I am back to update my blog!! (''-.-)

Today listen to undang....o mai gwad 5 hours + 1/2 hour break, no mp3, cannot sleep....too cold... listen to the old hag blah blah blah, laughing to herself and all...I was !@#$.

The "classroom" only got 18 people, and with 2 air conditioners summore (2.5 horse power). So damn cold....cannot sleep...too few people to cover me...cannot listen to mp3, cause too visible...so bored there....gonna die ady....went there around 9.30 finish at 3.30.

I need to take the Undang test soon (on the computer) lets hope Ipass, if not, I rly commit seppuku lo!!! For those who dun know what seppuku means, it means commit suicide in japanese.

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Next topic, I went to May Kwan's house for BBQ ytd~~

So fun, me and chiew foong, eat ady then eat again like cannot full 1 (haha)~~

Ytd was so shiock!! I rly broke the record le!! My father din even call me until around 12.30 asking me when am i coming home!! Actually, that time I was kinda playing Mahjong while waiting for wai leong so we can go home together. Playing Mahjong with Jun Jet and Kit Chun was fun!! I get to win, haha (pro ma =X)!!

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To answer all of your questions on what job i took ( recommended by wei ming ), i took a job in the field of assets management. It means I re-order peoples assets and make sure that it is enough ot tally with the paper or list (you get the picture).

Working hours : 9am - 6pm (full time leh!)
Working days : Weekdays (monday - friday) *yay, saturday and sunday free!!*
Basic Salary : RM 1100
Wages per Day : RM 50 ( doubles if i work on weekends)

OK, i got nothing to write for now ady....

I'll be back! ( Terminator Style)

Its Been A While.....

2008-12-06T11:30:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since I updated my blog. I guess I was just too busy playing Maple Story (haha).

Recent events in my life....

Went to Fungi's organ solo performance~~

It was so COOL!! But the keyboard screwed Fungi on his second performance!! (''-.-)

Wei Ming found me a job, but I have yet to reply, better go reply soon, I am going to take the job anyways, RM 1, 100 per month. Its not that bad....(for me)

Just register to listen to Undang yesterday...going to the boring ceramah for 5~6 hours.

Darn, life is so boring.

Holiday is SOOOOOOOO boring.

I wonder when can I see all my friends again...

Christmas and New Year is coming, anybody feel like going KLCC to watch the fireworks during New Year? Take me along with you if you guys are planning to do so~

Till next time, ciaoz

Last Day Of SPM....

2008-11-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

Finally, i am free from SPM, 100%!! Yay~

7th Day Of SPM......

2008-11-25T19:55:00.002+08:00

Dang, freggingly got owned by physics today...ah well....as long as dun fail can de la

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!
*Tunku Abdul Rahman Style*

EST!! HERE I COME!!

6th Day Of SPM......

2008-11-24T19:27:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! HOLY F**K!!

BIOLOGY WAS SUPER UBER HARD!!!

I ROCKED ME AND THE WHOLE WORLD!!

I think i am goinging nuts, let me sing a song~

[Dialog]
It never gets old huh?
Nope~
It kinda makes you wanna break it into a song?
Yeap~

[Song]
I love the mountains~
I love the clear blue skys~
I love big bridges~
I love when great whites fly~
I love the whole world~
And all its sight and sound~

Boom-de-yah~
Boom de yah~
Boom-de-yah~
Boom-de-yah~

I love the ocean~
I love the dirty things~
I love the go fast~
I love the egytian kings~
I love the whole world~
And all its craziness~

Boom-de-yah~
Boom de yah~
Boom-de-yah~
Boom-de-yah~

I love tornadoes~
I love the archinands~
I love hot magma~
I love the giant squids~
I love the whole world~
Its such a brilliant place~

Boom-de-yah~
Boom de yah~
Boom-de-yah~
Boom-de-yah~
Boom-de-yah~
Boom de yah~
Boom-de-yah~
Boom-de-yah~
Boom-de-yah~
Boom-de-yah~

Goodbye the lovely world of BIO, see ya in HELL!!

5th Day of SPM.....

2008-11-20T15:59:00.001+08:00

Holy COW!!!! Chemistry wasn't like what i expected it to be!!

I hope I can scrape good marks though!!

3 more fregging subjects to go!!

Biology
Physics
EST

4th day of SPM....

2008-11-18T23:52:00.001+08:00

WTF!! WTF!! WTF!! Add Maths? BO LIAO LU~~~~

SO DAMN FREAKKING HARD!!!

Moral was quite OK.....

Ah well, 6 down, 4 to go....

Extraordinary Commercial

2008-11-16T23:19:00.003+08:00

ok, i know it is SPM and all, and i m not suppose to be blogging, but i found this very funny video, in www.joushuatly.com.

As it says, You Can Shine.

Fight my bretherens fight till the end of SPM!

3rd Day Of SPM....

2008-11-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

holy f**k!! i made some grave errors, but i think i can still scrape a good grade!!

maths down, 6 more subjects to go!

Add Maths
Moral (why do i even take exam for it?)
Chemistry
Physics
Biology
EST

2nd Day Of SPM...

2008-11-12T19:52:00.002+08:00

OK, today wasn't that bad.... i got high hopes for English and also, i think i can score a B for my SEJ~~

3 down, 7 to go!

1st Day Of SPM...

2008-11-11T17:34:00.001+08:00

omg...its juz the 1st day and i want to cry ady!!

goodbye my A for BM....

If Obama Can, So Can We!

2008-11-06T18:16:00.002+08:00

As stated in the topic, If Obama can become the President of United States of America as the successor of George W. Bush. I do not think that anything can stop our path here in Malaysia. In the US, Native Americans (The Blacks), are usually discriminated by the "White Mans". So, I was wondering, if Obama can break that racial discrimination, why can't we as Malaysians breaking the limits of Malaysia?

First of all, I will not go so far-fetched as aiming to be the 1st Chinese Prime Minister of Malaysia, but look around us, maybe the education system will be a great start. Lets look at the JPA Scholarship, it famously known for the Chinese and Indians that the chances of getting the scholarship will be close to zero, maybe 1:infinity, the failing rate is huge and likely but it is still undefined because there is a never ending zero to infinity!

What I am trying to say here is, we can change Malaysia, not by being a minister or something, but as the younger generation of Malaysians have the power of democracy in our hands, we choose our leaders. Take not that the Prime Minister can only be a Malay, it can also be a Chinese or Indian. No law in the Constitution of Malaysia has stated that the Prime Minister can only be a Malay! But, this brings to another question, why does the elections for Prime Minister and Deputy Prime Minister is only opened in UMNO? Why no Chinese leaders in at Barisan Nasional coalition has ever took part in the contents? Does this means the the Barisan Nasional coalition parties apart from UMNO is only a pretty face to get the support of people?

There is still many questions to be answer but if I continue and if my blog is exposed to "tau-fu-fa", I maybe arrested under ISA and Sedition Act for questioning the Malay Supremacy, or what should we say, "Ketuanan Melayu". But I believe that this is My freedom of speech in the internet, where law are unbound! Why would I say so? Websites such as this << click can exist in the internet without getting sued by Malaysia for destroying their good name, or defamation.

The Truth That Everyone Must Know.....

2008-11-04T19:02:00.003+08:00

I found this while I was reading Malaysia Today months ago, and if it is the truth, then our history book have been altered to pro-government style (to show how supportive the government is to all races)

The Real Story Of May 13 (pt 1)

The Real Story Of May 13 (pt 2)

The Real Story Of May 13 (pt 3)

Based on my theory, if what stated is true, then we are currently reverting to the past 50 years ago (approximately) where the idea of a singular party with multi-racial community in it. Yes, I am talking about Dato' Onn Jaafar's idea when he said that he wants to open the UMNO membership to non-malays or the time when he established the Independence Malayan Party (IMP) for the singular purpose.

However, because of the selfishness of the Malays (no offence), they rejected the idea, because they were scared that their special position of Bumi-putra will be threatened. So, maybe the Form 5 History text book has some facts in it, but is it all true? Because as I see it, Tunku Abdul Rahman was a great man too (he had some chinese people as Poker kaki(s) )until he was betrayed by his Deputy Prime Minister, Tunku Abdul Razak.

Be noted that Najib is Abdul Razak's son, and it will be all over their ruling generation again!! This does not make Malaysia a democratic country at all!! For now, we are following the RAHMAN* theory anyway and we must take note that the governement has swindle all the tax payers money, you may say it does not concern you, but it will soon be!

For example, when Hishammuddin said so dramaticly that he sacrificed his Raya holiday just to go to Paris to participate in a Convention Meeting. I was saying my foot to his shitty sacrifice! The living cost in Paris is so f**king high!! A serious waste of tax payers money!!

I can see who is the next PM to be already, it will be Hishammuddin, since he is already contesting for the vice-president seat AND, because he is the son of Tun Hussien Onn.

*RAHMAN THEORY*

R-Rahman
A-Abdul Razak
H-Hussien Onn
M-Mahathir
A-Abdullah Badawi
N-Najib

-10 cents of my thoughts-

Played Like A Fool.....

2008-11-01T08:49:00.005+08:00

Early morning bad mood already.... the so-called "CERAMAH" that the form 5 Alpha and Beta that we are suppose to have is not even going on.....

Here's the time length of the event before I got fed-up and went home....

7.00am : Went to school...sit at the "pondok" while reading History.
7.30am : Wai Mun came, BUT there is still no one else!! Not even the teachers, so I continue reading History.
7.35am : I went and called Kien Sin, and he said it was 10.00am!! I was like WTF?!! However I recalled that it wasn't so late 1, so I wait out a ittle longer....
7.45am : OK, now I am getting irritated, since there is still not a single soul in sight apart from me and Wai Mun, so I decided to call Wai Leong. He says it is 8.00am to 1.00pm. Since it is almost 8.00 am anyway, I waited out again....
8.00am : Damn, since when people are punctual?!!
8.20am : GOD DAMN IT!! I HAD IT!! Me and Wai Mun just left the school and went back home!

If it was you, are you pissed?? Of course you ARE! The school has gone from bad to worse, saying that there is a "CERAMAH" and when it is cancelled, there is no notification at all!!

BTW, I am currently fooling around with the HTML, so any changes made to the blog please dun mind~

At Last!! Free From Debts!!

2008-10-31T20:36:00.004+08:00

OH MY FREGGING GAWD!! Finally!! I am free from my debts to the school!! Bloody hell, lucky this day has come, i couldn't bare the pressure of owing the school stuff.....it is juz not right! Anyhow, with the school textbooks outta my hands, i am free from doubts.

But before i returned my textbooks, the school organized a "MOTIVATIONAL" talk for the Form 5 students and I was like, OH S**T!! CERAMAH!!! F**K!! Then, I saw the name of the person who is going to give the talk, and what I saw was, Pn. Norafiza. 1st thought in my mind, " Oh god, why today?!".

She talked about our options for the future and how to "REDUCE" our stress. Since my results are not that good, instead of helping us release of stress, she seems like applying oil to the fire by telling us that our options for "AVERAGE" students are close to zero for getting a scholarship and all. She is not "REDUCING" our stress, she is "INCREASING" our stress!! I wonder if she is trying to apply reverse psychology method.....but one thing is for sure, it is not working!! She even drew a time-length scale of her achievements and the roads she has taken. Well, if she can do that, maybe so can I (hehe). In the book The Analects Of Confucius, it was written,

                        I set a goal when I was 15,
                        And found my footing when I was 30,
                        At 40 I was free from doubts.

Well, here is MY version,

                       I set a goal when I was 15,
                       But I have not found my footing when I was 30,
                       At 40 I am extremely puzzled....

All Teachers Ain't That Bad.....

2008-10-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

Today was so freaking cool!!

Physics exam was in the pocket already!!

Teacher din't even lied to us about the paper from MRSM 2007!!

Finished my exam in 1 hour......

I guess not all teachers are the same~

OH MY GWAD?! SO PISSED!!

2008-10-23T22:22:00.003+08:00

Today was sure special, we had our 'second trial' examination where the teachers won't even mark the question papers. So, since I know that our teachers were going to use questions from other states, i asked my chemistry teacher which paper will come out. So she told me that she will use the paper from the SOUTH state for our examination. I stupidly went through all the trouble to get the SOUTH state paper with its answer scheme just to get a better result (study).

But then, at last, the moment of truth, all of us (those who has the SOUTH state paper tip) got tricked by our cunning (female dog*) teacher!! It came out as WEST paper and and all of us was like WTF?! Tomorrow got physics test, i don't know if I wanna trust my teacher 1 more time anot already....

*Translate into simple English

No name was mentioned here

Perfect Harmony (Ya Rite....)

2008-10-17T13:36:00.001+08:00

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Hindraf's Note To Syed Hameed

2008-10-17T00:03:00.003+08:00

OK, pay attention because I find this very funny, totally unexpected.

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In Hindraf own handwriting to let Syed Hamid know Hindraf was still in the game. Syed Hamid opened the letter and it appeared to contain a single line of coded message: 370HSSV-0773H

Syed Hamid was baffled, so he e-mailed it to Najib. Najib and his aides had no clue either, so they sent it to Ismail Omar.

No one could solve it at Ismail Omar office (good for nothing fellows) so it went to the ACA (Anti-Corruption Agency).

With no clue as to its meaning they eventually sent back to Najib’s office

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I cracked the "code" now its your turn. Have a good laugh~

Kena tagged by Stan (Darn Tomato)

2008-10-16T21:19:00.003+08:00

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is it that bothers you the most?
exams

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
sleeping

3. What kind of news do you read?
politics and economics

4. What is your ultimate wish?
excel in exam (have to work for it though)

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
yeap (ain't tell who)

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No

7. Are you afraid of pain ?
hit me whith all you got!!!

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
STUDY!!!

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No comment....=X

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
friendly, passionate, trustable

11.What is your 5 most passionate thing at this moment?
my nakamas (buddies), my computer, my bed, my books and myself

12.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
trying to sabotaj me~

13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
RICE!!! (staple food)

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
i rather be happy

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
the slacker part of me

16. Will you ever leave your blog to die?
someday, when i go NS that time~~ and come back, 3 months oledi...but, nah...

17. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
nothing....i hate myself in every aspect....

18. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
my memories (never do a stupid thing twice)

19. What is the weirdest habit of yours (young or now)?
researching non-relevent stuff....*shy*

20. I'm tagging
Kai Mun (Si Mun's younger bro)

Pak Lah~

2008-10-16T14:16:00.000+08:00

Damn shiok la this video~

Personally one of my favourites~

Something I Find Very Interesting!!

2008-10-14T21:12:00.001+08:00

Actually, I find it kinda funny~

Have fun watching~

1st Post!

2008-10-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yay, my 1st post of the blog!! Time for my opening speech.

*Ahem*

I would like to thank..................er.............um.................eehhhh.............
OK, I will just cut the crap, no opening speeches.

For your information most of my blog details will be taken out articles from Malaysia-Today.

nD's Turf

My Own Stupidity....

Hollowness.....

Life Progress 23.75%....

It's been a busy week....

Look At The Dust!!!!

Its Been Two Weeks...

The End Of The World....

From bad to worse....

Another Tale, Another Failure.....

Semester Break Coming To The End....

My Boring Life For Now....

Physics Test.....

Total Failure.....

Self Denial Syndrome.....

Double Post 2 (Sunway Outing)

Double Post 1 (UBF Mooncake Festival Celebration)

Double Post At MIDNIGHT

Boredom

Sunday Outing....

Updates...

If I Could Turn Back Time....

I Found My Answer....

Have I Done The Right Thing.....??

Dead Blog's Revival

Mid Valley Outing!! Celebrate Elmo's Birthday!!

Dead Blog....

The Time Has Come....

Is this the end?

I Announce Myself SICK!!

OMG, Finally Can Blog!!

Tiring Week

So Far, So Good.....

1st Week Of Studies In UniTEN

Hey, I can Blog in UniTEN!

Back From UniTEN Orientation!! (EXTREAMLY LONG POST!!)

Bon Voyage??

New Handphone!! YAY!!

Random Post....

UBER LAGGY FOR WEEKS!!!

Gay Outing!!

Pissed Morning....Bad Day....

~Random Post~

2 Family Outings In A ROW!!

I Found This Video UBER CUTE!!!

Money, Money, Money, Its A Rich Man's World~~ ^^v

I am BACK!! PERMENENTLY!!! (Ver. 2.0)

*Editted* I Am BACK!! For 3 Days...

My Last Post For 3 Months....

SPM RESULTS!!!

Random Post

OMG OMG!! I Found Something Nice To Play With!!

If I Were the Boss

I PASSED MY TEST!!

Music To My Ears~

Valentine's Day.....

Updateless....

HAPPY CNY!!

Start Work!! Wootz!!

Yes Man!

Happy New Year

Updates Again!!

Updates!!

Yay, new doggie~~

Today's Outing~~

HOLY !@#$

Its Been A While.....

Last Day Of SPM....

7th Day Of SPM......

6th Day Of SPM......

5th Day of SPM.....

4th day of SPM....

Extraordinary Commercial

3rd Day Of SPM....

2nd Day Of SPM...

1st Day Of SPM...

If Obama Can, So Can We!

The Truth That Everyone Must Know.....

Played Like A Fool.....

At Last!! Free From Debts!!

Editted I Am BACK!! For 3 Days...